Love is the most hard thing in the world but can you actually say it means something to you? Love is one of those subjects that doesn't come up to often, many people say it can't be explained but yet people say it and use it everyday without thinking twice or once for that matter. let me tell you something, love can be explained you just have to be very specific, specific of the words you use and how you word everything. Love is an intense feeling of deep affection, love is a great interest in one's self, love is so much more than that love is a romantic deep feeling of attachment to one's self.
You see the picture above? That's where the love kicked in, that's where I truly realized what trust and what love really meant to me. You can't have love until you understand what love means to you, not just the dictionary version but what's truly within the word love.
He told me he didn't want to talk and I wondered why I had done noting to him. This is where our story either stars or ends and the way its looking mine as well take it to and end. There is one thing that stopped me from that exact situation and that was when I finally realized I knew what the word had meant for me and that is what can't be explained. We had only been talking for about a month and a half, but in as little time as 20 days time, I fell into a deep habit and that was called denial, denial of what was happening with us. Everyone around me saw it coming and they said everything and anything to get me away from it for a reason, an today I seen the truth. the truth that he didn't see in me that he refused to see, and I would have never guessed that it would have happened to such an innocent girl.
An innocent girl fell in love for the very first time and in the same day she got rejected because of something she didn't know of upset him, this girl is me. I strongly dislike the word love it means so much to thought, how can that be tough if I strongly dislike it? Quite frankly I have no idea myself. The only reason I don't like the word is because I took advantage of the feeling once before and now it had come back to haunt me.
I can tell you one thing our romantic story has ended here but that doesn't mean that mine has to end here.
DU LIEST GERADE
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SachbücherThis story is very sentimental to me because it sort of was meant to get me though my heartaches and all the dumb mistakes I've made in the past.
