Small quote:
Metaphorically Stripped me down to nothing
then Left me like he meant it.
Poem 1)
Im reminiscing the death of someone who's alive. Im trying trying to figure what it is that caused him to die. His symptoms were so obvious and yet I couldn't accept that they were there. So I kept forcing him to breath, to not let go. But what I have learned from this is you can't force someone to live if they don't want to anymore. All I'm left to do is to accept that he's gone and hold on to the memory of who I remember him to be. I know that if he cared he'd be with me. I just wasn't enough to keep him alive. I hope he finds another good one that like me, doesn't see right through him, the ghost he desperately tries to be. I noticed he was gone when all my words began to echo, as I waited for a reply that I knew I would never get. no words can describe how I felt when I knew I was talking to someone who wasn't there anymore, so I guess, I just Hope he's in that happier place now.
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without him ( poetry )
PoetryI'm in love with someone who can't stand to look at me. We used to be best friends, for 3 years I depended on him for my happiness, and now I'm learning that he cant even allow himself his own. (We're both fucked up now)
