Im actually panicking
Moderator_01-Today at 10:26 PM
I did
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:26 PM
like, getting a migraine
i hate this house
Moderator_01-Today at 10:27 PM
One day you will get out of there
And every second in the future is one second closer to getting out
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:28 PM
i dont want to be scared every time i message my bofirend any more
i dont want to be scared when all three cars are in the driveway anymore
Moderator_01-Today at 10:28 PM
So dont
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:29 PM
i dont want to be scared when my dad says my name anymore
i dont want to be scared everytime i hear foot steps anymore
Moderator_01-Today at 10:29 PM
You will not be when you are in my arms, making sure you are safe
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:30 PM
i dont want to be scared anymore
but i am
always
i go to school covered in fake confidence, blaming matching black eyes on no sleep, telling people, oh those arent bruises on my neck, if ya know whati mean, i laugh, i ignore so much pain. but im done.
Moderator_01-Today at 10:32 PM
What causes the bruises then
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:33 PM
...
mostly my dad
but i didnt ever want you to know that
Moderator_01-Today at 10:35 PM
If you are truly done, the school will help
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:36 PMi
t doesnt
they dont care
they say they do because by law they have to
but they dont
and i cant leave because then it will fall on my sister
Moderator_01-Today at 10:37 PM
There is a police officer for a reason. Your voice is strong. Use it to get you and your sister out of this
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:38 PM
I cant
Moderator_01-Today at 10:38 PM
Why
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:38 PM
i deserve it
she doesnt, but i do
Moderator_01-Today at 10:38 PM
No you dont
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:38 PM
i do
Moderator_01-Today at 10:38 PM
None of you do
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:39 PM
they dont
but i do
ive put everyone through so much bullshit
Moderator_01-Today at 10:39 PM
How
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:39 PM
i lie
i fail
i cheat
Moderator_01-Today at 10:40 PM
My crimes are equal
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:40 PM
i fuck up day in and day out
and I deserve everthing i get
except you
i dont deserve you
Moderator_01-Today at 10:40 PM
Yes you do
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:40 PM
noi dont
and i never will
so all i can do is try to prove that i do
even though that is yet again another lie
Moderator_01-Today at 10:41 PM
I fail my parents, shit, i failed garrison in every measureI will stay by your side, idc what the circumstances are
blacksabbathlove23-Today at 10:42 PM
how did you fail? you got straight ones thats amazing
youre amazing
and Im... im just not
so yep. there you go.
