He turns his back and giggles. Glad he stops running. I took a long exhale.
Slowly, everything turns better. It feels so good when you don't fake a smile anymore when you don't have to hear stupid voices anymore.
I look around and we are already in Asda. "Rye, let's have some bread," he says.
"Let me grab some water," I say. "Yeah see you in the cashier," he says as he walks away.
I walk around. I grab my phone and text Harv.
Suddenly I bump into someone. "Rye?"
I look at him. Oh no. "Uh dad?"
He looks at me. "You have to go home," he says as he pulls my arm.
Fuck him. "No, I don't want to."
"I am your dad, you have to do what I say," he says as he brings me outside.
"No, you are not my dad, you are a bastard, you hurt mom, you hurt rob and now yo-."
He slaps my cheek. "Shut up or something bad gonna happen to you."
I punch him in the chest. I try to pull away from his arm, but I can't, he is way stronger than me.
"I told you to shut up," he says as he pushes me into his car. He punches me in the face several times, I feel my nose is bleeding.
He goes away and I try to escape from him. I open the car's door. But he pulls me from the back. And lock the door. "Fuck."
"Rye, don't be afraid, I won't do nothing bad if you do what I say," he says as he closes the door.
He holds my hand. Ew, what he is trying to do. He pulls my head and put a wet napkin to my nose.
"What are you do-." Everything feels heavy and I can't feel my breath. I try to pull his hand, but suddenly everything turns black.... again.
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I wake up in a room. I know this room. This used to be my room when I was a little.
Everything seems better when I was a little.
He comes to the room.
He use my phone.
"What you tryna do now?" I say as I stand up.
"Hm. You are not my rye. My son isn't gay," he says as he looks at me.
"I AM. I AM NOT YOUR RYE. DON'T EVER THINK THAT I AM YOUR 'SON'."
He stares at me. "I'm gonna make you my rye. You are going to fuck a virgin." he says as he slams the door and locks the door.
My life is getting complicated now. The voices were right, I should ended up my life a few weeks ago.
There is no window here. My phone is with him. What should I do.
I look around. Something that I can use to kill my self.
No. Don't kill yourself.
I try to open the door.
Lord. Help me. I used all of my strength but I am too weak.
Now all I do is sit in the silence and hoping that miracle can happen.
Suddenly, someone open the door. "Fuck her or I'll kill both of you," he says. A girl walks into the room.
She is pretty. But no.
She comes to me and starts to kiss my neck.
I look at my dad. He still looking at us. He holds a gun.
