THANKYOU for choosing The Chaos In My blood!This is my first book so I don't know what I'm doing.The book is intended to be short and quick.Hope you enjoy!
Zesley remembered when she hated being sick and living in the hospital. Now she'd give anything to go back. Although she would've eventually died ,sometimes she felt it'd be better than living in constant fear
"oh zesley ! Are you ok?", Bryan asked her worriedly ."OH ! stop, stop faking it I've heard enough so just stop it! ,stop pretending that you care nurse! Could you please take him away from me ? God I hate this small town of small minded people who suffocate me with empty promises and spiteful comments about the way I act , It's just a plain city full of empty people and ,and like I walk this empty streets here on the boulevard of broken dreams and shitt, you know what I'm not DEAD! but I'm not alive either I'm just a ghost with a beating heart oh and yeah and soon there will be no beat ,Who will fix me ?Dive in when Im down ? Save me from myself ,whose not gonna let me drown ! who?NO ONE you get it ",said zesley.
"No what ? how stupid are you ?oh my god you're literally gonna crazy as hell so like now you need to shut ur mouth and listen to me I don't care what happens to you I don't care why you are here ,I just want Him , ok let me be real to your face right now Because I know he's going to be here for you !
"who the hell are you even talking about ? I don't even know you All I know is you're just a messed up person who wanna ruin other peoples life for some of your stupid cure",said zesley
Zesley suffered from Myelofibrosis,a rare disease that disrupted her body's production of blood cells .Normally its not that fatal, however her case was different .Her spleen almost ruptured on several occasions and her bones had grown so weak she'd broken a couple of them merely applying a little pressure .Her body was so fatigued it was slowly shutting down ,leaving her only a number of days left to live.
A few days before she was expected to die ,her doctor had burst into her room with an elated expression .In his grasp was a tube with a pale blue fluid, sloshing against the glass as he moved .He explained that in his hand were her ticket to normal life ,but little did she know then that that was the biggest lie she'd ever hear .Of course ,he needed her parents permission before he could inject her with the cure .After all, she was the first ever to receive it.Did that make her anxious?yes.But she had no other options.It was either risk of trying the new cure or countdown to death .
He made sure that the cure has been tested several times and successful. However ,it was risky but she had no other choice ,she was desperate and she would accept anything that promised her a chance of living to see another day
A few days later it was as if she never had Myelofibrosis. Her bones grew stronger and her body's production production of blood cells returned to normal.she was discharged and returned home for the first in three months.she attended school and hangout with her friends just as any other other 18 year old would .
It wasn't even a month she got discharged and she notices that her body is changing .she was standing infant of the mirror ,getting ready for school when she had noticed her eye color fading .Her usual amber eye were losing their saturation as they faded to soft gray.Her skin was so pale now, a strong contrast to its previously tanned complexion.she was suprised and dint know whats going on .It was like new features in horror,completly perplexed.she was just sitting there in the couch and had thoughts in her mind that I don't know whats happening ? Am I getting better ?Am I gonna die ?
zack comes in
"Hey beautiful how's life?how are you ?",said Zack with a lot of excitement
"OMG!!!! NO wait is this for real , when did you come back Zack ,I totally missed you so much and I just wanted to see you in desert 3 months and here you are finally ,you have no idea how happy I am right now omg !. And well did u tell Dorthy ?or Did u tell Jenna you are here ?
"hey come on I missed you more ok well nope not yet ,ill text them ",replied Zack ."No you are not doing that right now nor informing them that you are here",said Zesley "Both of them settle down and had some serious talk about her health and her disease ."its like an explosion every time I hold you.I wasn't joking when I told you .You take my breath away .You're a super nova And its though I feel I've died, cause I've been killed inside me But yet I'm still alive ,which means ill still survive ",she said sadly. Your feelings you hide them.Your dreams you can't find .you're losing your mind .you've fallen behind.you can't find your place .you're losing your faith.you've fallen from grace .you're all over the place you're just lost inside as you've been Mistreated ,Misplaced,Misunderstood ,Mistaken.A ways second guessing .Underestimated and the abdonment is abuse you can't keep loving creatures who choose to hurt you ,They thrive on blood , Some choose to drink human and some choose to drink animal and they are disgusted by the blood of demons and werewolf their fangs are very important to them as they cannot be grown back Zesley relax!",said Zack
she stopped what she was doing when she felt a tall figure over her.She looked around to see if someones was anywhere to be found but couldn't find anyone .It wasn't till she looked up is when she saw the boy that stood in front of her .
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