<(^^<) Best friends with Chanyeol (>^^)>

More than best friends?

I've been rejected by a few too many girls thinking that something was going on between Soji and i and the rest well, they were like Ji hyun always saying how cute we were together and that they didn't want to break that apart. It's not like i blame Ji, in fact i couldn't imagine what it would be like without her, without any of my friends. It's just sometimes it's annoying that i can't find anyone who will like me. And no matter how much she hides it I can see what other people are doing to her, because they're jealous, not only her, but what they do to Hyunnie too. Most of the girls were nice but some were just terrible. I could see that she was enduring things, that i shouldn't be so selfish because everyone was getting affected not only me, but our friendship should, no definitely could overcome that.

This was my day and for once Soji was not going to ruin it for me. Maybe it was because i was feeling stressed after finally having a date after a long time or maybe it was because it was just a bad day but all i know is that wasn't her fault, i was angry and she was the best person to blame.

Hurts me and heals me.

Poison and cure.

She was both the light and the darkness.

But to me she was just a friend that was all Soji was, a friend.

Sitting down i ordered what i wanted and gave my new girlfriend's order as well excitedly, this was my first time i'd ever gotten a girlfriend so i began talking to her and soon we were lost deep in conversation.

We were just discussing which songs we enjoyed listening too when a heard a beep signalling that i had recieved a message. I curiously checked my phone to see who had messaged me. My girlfriend also tried to see who it was that texted me.

"Its Soji," i said.

"Oh, thats fine then," she replied, i smiled she didnt care that my best friend was a girl she accpeted me anyway.

"What did she say?" Checking the message so that i could answer her question i saw the one sentence which i hoped i would never see on a date.

Can you come home?

My fingers quickly typed a reply,

Sorry i'm busy doing someting really important.

I focused my attention back to the girl who was still smiling happily at me.

Okay just when youre done come straight home..

My new girlfriend mystve seen the triubled look on my face beccause she asked me what Soji had texted.

"Can you come home?" Was all i could reply to her question, if she wanted me to come home as soon as i could it would be a something serious could be happening. I tried not to think about it but soon scenarios were playing in my head, should i have left her alone? What if someone comes and attacks her, there isn't a huge chance of that happening but i couldn't stop thinking of terrible things happening to her.

"Well you're l not really going to to go to her right now right because, well aren't you on a date with me."

" I'm sorry i need to go," i said no longer a playful look on my face, "Soji asked me. I must've said the wrong thing because she turned really angry.

"Soji this, Soji that!!! Can't you for once just stop talking about her, isn't this our date? Our first date? Do you know how hard it was? Everyone told me how it would never work out but i still tried, why? Because i liked you, i geninuenly like you but i guess you don't feel the same way. The question is are you going to leave, if you are its over, forever"

"Sorry" was all i could manage before i rushed out of the resturant leaving a shocked girl sitting lonely at a table. I was driving home faster than i should be but anger clouded my vision. Soji. That person i never wanted to see her again. She cause all this pain, this anger, it was her fault.