I love her. So damn much.
She's perfect.
Her long, curly hair flows as the cold breeze blow.
The bright smile she makes that lights up my blue days.
Her way of talking that makes my heart melt.
Her stares which makes my heartbeat speed up.
I am Joshua Hong, and this is my story.
"Pauline-ah! Ppali!" natatawang sabi ko sa kanya. Kasalukuyan kasi kaming nagwawarm up kasi may practice kami sa volleyball. "Hindi to jogging!"
"Hoy! For your information, this is just a warm up. Hindi marathon!" sagot niya habang nakapameywang at nirolyo ang mga mata niya. Damn, ang cute niya magsungit. I just smiled. "Ngiti ngiti mo diyan?!"
"Wala! Tara na." inakbayan ko siya. Agad niya naman itong kinuha. "Oh bakit?"
"Ew, ang baho mo. Amoy pawis!"
"Ah, mabaho pala a..." mas diniin ko pa ang mukha niya sa kili-kili ko. "Ayan tikman mo ang asim!"
"TANGINA HINDI AKO MAKAHINGA HONG JISOO!" reklamo niya. Tumawa lang ako at pinagpatuloy ang ginagawa ko sa kanya.
"Tama na yan love birds! Tawag na kayo ni Coach!" tawag ng bestfriend niyang ni Louise.
"Tangina niyo! Nilalanggam kami!" sigaw din ni Seungkwan. Tumawa na lamang kami.
"Tara na?" she just nodded.
This is how we bond.
I miss it so damn much.
Our talks, our jokes.
"Josh, kapag umamin ba ako kay Seungkwan, may pag-asa ba ako?" biglaang tanong niya. It made my heart go crazy.
I fake smiled, "Yeah, sure. Just be yourself." I advised. She hugged me.
"Thank you Hong!" sinabi niya na may malaking galak at saya ang tono.
It hurt me so much.
"Hoy ilakad mo naman ako kay Pauline o?" nagulat ako sa sinabi ni Seungkwan.
Yes. They have the same feeling towards each other.
"H-ha? Sige ba!" sagot ko naman.
"Da best ka talaga Jisoo! Sige una na ako!"
Ang sakit.
One day, nagkita kami ni Pauline.
"Uy! Joshua it's been years!" sabi niya at hinug ako. "Na miss kitang gago ka!" I smiled.
"Please don't cuss, it is a bad habit." I said. She just laughed at me, "What?"
"Porque nagpari kalang ganyan kana." she continued giggling. She's still the same, insane, Pauline I knew. "Speaking of such, matagal na kitang hinahanap. Can you be my priest? Sa kasal namin ni Seungkwan?"
"Ofcourse! Why not?" I exclaimed. "Kailan ba kasal niyo?"
"Uhmm, next next week. Thursday." She stated. I just nodded in response.
"That's a date then. See you around!" I said in farewell.
The day came.
She was so beautiful.
I smiled as she walked down the aisle.
The ceremony began.
And now it is time for them to say their vows.
"Mayroon bang tututol sa kasal?" Tanong ko. Ngunit wala ni isa ang sumagot. Napangiti nalamang ako.
"Do you, Seungkwan Boo, accept Pauline Lee as your lawful wife in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer and happiness or sorrow?" I stated.
Seungkwan answered, "Yes Father, I do." then slipped the ring into the other's ring finger.
"Do you, Pauline Lee, accept Seungkwan Boo as your faithful husband in sickness and in health, for richer or for poorer and happiness or sorrow?"
Pauline responded with a smile, "Yes Father, I do." then did the same to Seungkwan.
I warmly looked at them and said, "You may now kiss the bride."
Masakit na hindi niya manlang nalaman ang side ko.
Masakit magparaya.
Pero kailangan, minsan huwag ka nalang susumbat.
Kasi ikaw rin naman ang masasaktan.
Best friend lang ako.
Mahal siya.
Ano pa magagawa ko?
Kakalimutan ko nalang ang lahat.
Even if it'll hurt me.
For your own happiness.
This is me.
The unheard one.
The one left out.
The third wheel.
Ang epal.
And this is my side.
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a/n: hey aericesuhh , remember this? HAHAHA
