There are so many days that I want to do it. So many day where it would be easier to step in front of that truck than go on. I can't do it
I know my cat would meow nonstop and drive my mother crazy, another sound reminding her, her only baby is never coming home to her.
My 7 year old cousin would be devastated and have dreams about me and miss me. My 5 year old cousin would die. I am the only one to understand what she is going through at such a young age. My 2 year old cousin would hear stories of me, never remembering me but I'd be in her dreams as she grew up. She's waking up crying not knowing what to do.
But I would be so much happier.
