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Weird dreams

I have a wild imagination ;v; 

In fact all of my chapters r rlly juz dreams that I've extended by adding details. Like my dreams r da draft version of all of the chapters.

I gotta say I'm most active in the bed ( ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) ) when I sleep. Like da entire day I'm brainded buh den just when I'm about to go to bed I get a million ideas popping up in my head idk y they just do.  

All I think during the day is:
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuggggggggghhhhhh I wanna sleeeeep. I'm so tired why can't night come any sooner  HUBNJOKIH

buh den night DOES come and it's like:
holy crap I can't belive I wasted my entire day I got so many things to do. Ugh if only I didn't have to sleep now cuz I'm in da mood to do anything. I need to work on that animations video  I need to update my books I need to do my homework UGH and there r so many ideas I have right now and HOLD IT. CUTE JACEY MOMENT ABOUT TO ARRIVE IN BRAIN :D

And people wonder why I can't sleep at night. 

This is actually the reason why I still think I might be nocturnal 

So anywho since I got dis weird brain dat creates a weird place for weird me I've also gotten a lot of nightmares ;v;

the worst part is that they're so crazy that when I tell them to someone they laugh (mostly my savage mom) and so basically it's just forcing me to laugh it off

But lemmie tell u as weird and ridiculous those nightmares r (I even laugh at some of them) when I'm having the nightmare, it is THE MOST TERRIFYING THING I HAVE EVER WITNESSED YET IN MY VERY YOUNG LIFE 

I KID U NOT those things r scary to me. Mostly cuz I'm not a lucid dreamer so to me I feel as if I were in reality so all the monsters r real. It's funny when I think about them after I woke up cuz ik they're fake but when I think they're real I WOULD BE CRAPPING MY PANTS 

And I wish I had enough grasp on my dreams to actually be able to tell u peeps wtf these monsters look like. 

Buh anyway lemmie tell u bout a dream that keeps reoccurring 

The Dinosaur Dream

I love dinos. I've loved it ever since I was a kid and was introduced to Jurassic Park by my mom (yes I watched it when I was less than 4)

 I wasn't rlly THAT scared for a little toddler who was afraid of almost everything but I think that actually just sparked up my love for dinos. Of course, I wouldn't wanna meet any.

I guess Nightmare Land thinks otherwise _-_

So in this dream I along with ALL OF NEW FLUQING YORK (or Connecticut depending on which time) r outside trying to survive from the dinosaur invasion. So things go as planned everyone's doing good and I'm sitting in my corner drawing until someone yells "OH MAH GAWD ITS A T-REX" and panic and bla bla bla idk y my brain is constantly high buh for some reason the t-rex only chases ME

like BOI THERE R SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE OUT THERE AND OF ALL DA PEEPS IN ALL OF NEW YORK U CHOOSE TO CHASE AFTER ME LIKE DUDE WTF Y AM I DA SPECIAL SNOWFLAKE? AND HOW COME I NEVER HAVE THIS MUCH LUCK WITH SOCIAL ENCOUNTERS 

Introvert issues .-.

So I run and for some reason the next scene in my brain has the T-Rex become a Velociraptor? Idk man buh yea it starts chasing me and then I wake up with my mom calling me.

Also all of these dreams r as if I'm watching a movie since they're all in third-person view idk I...I really question my brain a lot.

This dino dream has happened SO MANY FRIGGIN TIMES THAT I WONDER WHATS EVEN THE POINT OF CALLING IT A NIGHTMARE ANYMORE