WARNING: THIS STORY CONTAINS CUTTING, VERBAL AND PHYSICAL ABUSE, MPREG, AND CONTENT THAT IS SENSITIVE TO YOUNGER READERS. PLEASE, TURN BACK IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY ANY OF THIS CONTENT. IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THE RISK TO READ THIS! ENJOY AND PLEAS...
Okay I see that no one has really read this book because it's shitty.
But this chapter will be a lot better cuz I'm putting all of the effort I have left into it! Btw read til the end to see a pic of mah baby!! =============================
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My brother hadn't been home in about 2 days and I was starting to worry about him a bit. He always spoke about committing suicide, and it made me upset.
Our mum has been her bitchy self lately, punishing me for being 2 seconds late on curfew. I honestly dreaded what she was going to do to Adrian.
"FINLEY HAROLD THOMAS! GET YOUR BLOODY ASS DOWN HERE!"
Great, I had no idea what I was going to get punished for, but I decided that I would just accept it and not argue with her.
As I stumbled groggily to my bedroom door, I heard her heavy footsteps coming up the stairs, my first reaction was to hide.
I ran to my washroom and hid in the small compartment that lie hidden near the floor boards. Mum had never found me here, and I don't think that her drunken brain works hard enough to try and search.
I heard my bedroom door slam open, a snapping sound following it. Had she just broken my door off the hinges!
I was furious. But I stayed quiet. I began to daydream about my father, the way his smile could light up a whole room, the way he made mother happy...the way that he didn't want to die.
My father died because of lung cancer. He had never been a smoker so it was very unexpected that he could die from such an anonymous disease.
I prayed and prayed so much that mother wouldn't hear me, and I was so happy when she finally left the room. I exhaled heavily and made sure she wasn't coming back.
When I knew that the coast was clear, I wriggled myself out of the tight space that I had hidden in. I was covered in dirt and soot as I studied my once clean clothing.
"Bloody hell! I've done got myself a mess to deal with now!" I cry out silently, running to my bedroom window and opening it.
I was able to escape my house from the roof, making it very easy to go play with my friends. As I slid off of the small home, I ran into the street to play cops and robbers with my mates Gary and Brayden.
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As I ran down the creek bed from the boys that were chasing me, I could feel the weight of the world being put onto me.
"HEY FATTY! GET YOUR BUTT OVER HERE! WE WANT TO GIVE YA A PROPER BEATIN'!!"
I ignored the empty threats and continued running until I made it to my property where my dog was already snarling as the boys appeared from the thick brush.
"Y-you're lucky that stupid mutt is around!"
I snicker at the boys remark, walking inside of the small house I lived in with my dad, mum, brother, and dog.
I had eaten a little bit that day, but the pain was starting to get to me. Being an anorexic meant no food, food is fat, fat is UGLY!
I ran up to the washroom and locked the door behind me, dropping my belongings as I looked at myself in the mirror. 'I WAS FAT!'
I hunched myself over the toilet and stuck my index finger and middle finger to the back of my throat, puking up what I had consumed that day.
I repeated the process 4 more times to make sure that I had nothing left in my system, sobbing as I flushed the noxious looking substance down the toilet.
I sat for a moment before standing up and washing my face, brushing my teeth not long after. I was extremely fat. I already weighed in at 104 pounds! Way to fat for a 16 year old!
As I finished up what I was doing, my mum walked in with my baby brother in her arms. "Hello sweetheart. I hope you ate the lunch I packed today" she smiled, the infant she had squirming about.
"Yes mum. It was fantastic." I lied, faking a small smile her way. She nodded and left the room, heading down to the living room to put my brother down and help out with dinner.
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