121. Hailey and Hospital

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"I don't know what to do either Shawn! You're liking her photos, you're posing with her, it's just too much!" I yelled, starting to cry. Shawn rushed forward to hug me but I backed away from his attempted hug.

"Baby please. Just let me hold you. We can figure this out." Shawn said. Could we? I couldn't stand feeling this way.

"No Shawn. I need to lay down and think. I need some space right now." I said. Shawn looked hurt and I couldn't stand to see him hurt so I looked down at the ground.

"Y/n please." Shawn pleaded. I shook my head no.

"Please just give me some space." I said.

"Okay... I love you." Shawn said.

"I love you too." I mumbled. As mad at him as I was, I still loved him and nothing was going to change that. Shawn left and I resumed my crying as I laid in my bed, crying myself to sleep.

I woke up the next day with a migraine. I felt like I didn't even want to move. It felt like a hundred of the sharpest knives were stabbing my forehead. I didn't know what time it was but then I heard my alarm go off. I yelped as the pain became worse and I turned my alarm off. That meant that it was seven in the morning. A few minutes later and the migraine hadn't lessened at all. There was no way that I was going to school today. I heard my phone ring, someone was calling me. I didn't even check to see who it was, I just dismissed it. Then the person called again. Once again, I dismissed it. After the person called for a third time, I turned my phone off. A little bit later I heard my front door open and then shut.

"Baby girl?" I heard Shawn yell out. I wanted to ask him to stop yelling, but I was in too much pain. I heard him walk into my room and sit on my bed. I looked at him and tears filled my eyes. He looked like he had been crying and he looked so concerned. Plus, with the pain I was in, I felt like I needed to cry. "You okay?" He asked, his voice a little too loud for my migraine.

"Can you whisper please? I have a really bad migraine." I asked and said. Instead of saying something in response, Shawn picked me up. I gave him a look of confusion but he didn't say anything. He sat me down on the couch, put my shoes on me, and carried me out to his car.

"I'm taking you to the hospital." Shawn whispered. At this point, I just nodded. We got to the hospital and they gave me fluids and medicine to help me. I told them that I had been getting headaches every single day for a week and they said that they wanted to keep me overnight so they could keep an eye on me.

"I can't, I have school." I protested. Before the doctor could respond, Shawn did.

"Babe, I know that you're a hard worker, but you need to listen to the doctor." Shawn said. I nodded at the doctor.

"Okay." I said. The doctor finished talking to us and left. I decided to take a nap. When I woke up, Shawn was still there. He looked up at me and gave me a concerned smile.

"Hi baby girl. How are you feeling?" He asked.

"Better." I said.

"Good. Can we talk now?" Shawn asked.

"About Hailey?" I asked.

"Yes." Shawn said.

"Fine." I said.

"What can I do to make you feel better?" Shawn asked.

"I don't know. I just always feel like you're going to find someone better than me, especially with her." I said, starting to cry.

"No, no, no. Don't cry baby girl. It'll make your headache worse and I don't want to see you cry. Honey, no one gets better than you. Please believe me baby girl." Shawn said, putting my hand where his heart is. "My heart beats for you, and only you. Okay?" Shawn asked. I nodded.

"Okay. I just feel like she's so much better than me and -" I said before Shawn cut me off with a kiss. I felt sparks shoot out throughout my body. I felt my blood pump faster. I felt my heart race, and I felt butterflies erupt and fly around in my stomach.

"No one gets better than you." Shawn said, emphasizing every single word. I smiled at him and nodded.

"Okay. I just... I need you to keep reassuring me of these things, and I need you to be patient with me when I get jealous like this. I don't want us to end and I'm just scared that we will end." I said.

"We're never going to end baby. Never. I love you too much to let you go and let myself lose you. Okay?" Shawn asked.

"Okay. I love you." I said.

"I love you too." Shawn said with a smile.

"Shawn?" I asked.

"Yes beautiful?" Shawn asked.

"Will you kiss my forehead?" I requested.

"Of course. Come here." Shawn said. I leaned forward a little and he placed two slow kisses on my forehead. He then rested his forehead against mine and smiled.

"Thank you." I said.

"Of course. Anything for you." Shawn said. The doctors let Shawn stay with me overnight and he held me in the hospital bed as I fell asleep. God am I lucky or what?

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