Oh Dear, I'm Queer! {Completed}

Im gonna die

I just got back from Avery's house, her birthdays coming up soon so I went to give her a present since I won't be here on her birthday weekend

I got her a little bear, chocolate, painted something for her, free something for her, got her a really cool card, also I took pictures of me and our plant son and put them in the card saying whenever she misses us to look at those

I pulled up to her house and she was waiting at her door, when she opened it Lola ran out to come tackle me
Geez I love her dog so much, she gave me tons of kisses
I walked up to Avery and gave her the present, giving her a big hug before saying goodbye

UGHHH I WANT TO DIE HOW MUCH I FRICKEN LOVE HER

I recently had a talk with her about feelings and stuff and said if I ever asked her out what would she say

So she responded "I would say yes but for now because of mental health and parents I would say no. But I'm waiting until college to date since I'll have freedom then."

And I told her I'd see her in college, I'm willing to wait