Chapter 1 Shawn's POV

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I am sitting here all alone on my bathroom floor waiting for her to call. I know she wont because she doesnt love me back. We were best friends at one point and we did love each other. But then one day I hurt her senior year of high school and we drifted apart. I will never speak of that day ever again. But I do regret what I did. I still love her I do but its all too much too handle. Besides she has a bf that she is head over heels in love with. I should have apologized the same day but I waited too long. By the time I apologized she said she already hated me and she never loved me back. This toxic relationship I have with her is bad. But no matter what I still love her. But its going to be hard to let her go.

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