I fell inlove. So inlove. But that person who I love, doesn't love me back. I've been loving him from a far, until I became his friend and things started to become complicated. It was unrequited. Unrequited Love.
But what is unrequited love?
Sabi nila unrequited love is being completely, hopelessly, desperately inlove with someone who you know can't love you back. Yung masaya ka kasi sobrang mahal mo siya habang nasasaktan ka ren dahil hindi mo malalaman kung anong pakiramdam ang mahawakan siya, makahawak kamay siya, mayakap siya o kung ano pa.
Unrequited Love? Its that kind of overwhelming, painful love. It causes too much heartache. Its like drowning for hours, days, weeks, years! But you just wont f*cking die! Pero kahit ganon pa man, mahal mo paren siya. Kung baga sa tagalog unrequited love is almost pagpapakamartyr. Alam mo na ngang wala kang pag asa pero sige ka paren. Alam mo na ngang nasasaktan ka pero go ka paren!
Mahirap. Mahirap ang unrequited love. Hindi biro ang sakit. Mas malala pa sa break up. Pano ko nasabi? Kasi atleast pag break up NAGING kayo pero unrequited love? Nagtitiis na nga lang at nangangarap, umaasa sa wala, nag mamahal ka pa ng via long distance at higit sa lahat hindi nga naging kayo pero nasasaktan ka.
May tinamaan ba jan? Kasi ako kanina pa tinatamaan. Kasi naman ! Papana na nga lang yung bwiset na kupido, hindi pa tinamaan ng maayos yung nagustuhan ko! Ang sarap lang patayin. Bwiset.
It's stupid. It's stupid to love someone so hard when you actually know your love wont be returned to you. Masarap sumuko pero mahirap sumuko. I got used na lahat ng gusto ko nakukuha ko, mapabagay man o tao but that didn't apply to him.
It's painful. Its painful to see him smile because of another girl. Mahirap yung tipong harap harapan at live mong nakikita at pinanonood. It feels like dying secretly inside. Yung hindi mo kayang panoorin pero wala kang choice kundi panoorin. That feeling when you need to hold back the tears dahil alam mong kapag tinanong ka kung bakit ka umiiyak, hindi mo pwedeng sabihin na dahil masaya siya kasama ng iba.
It's heart breaking. It's heart breaking to see that girl fall for him even more each day just like I did. But its more heart breaking to actually see him fall for that girl and wish it was me instead.
It's dumb. Its dumb to actually dump those who love you for a person who doesn't love you back. Totoo nga ang sabi nila na kung sino pa tong may ayaw sayo, yun pa ang gusto mo at kung sino pa tong may gusto sayo, yun pa yung ayaw mo.
Unrequited love is hard. But even though how hard it is, it will always be him. He's My Unrequited Love..
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~Mfcb 06.19.14
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