Taehyung's POV
There she is again, the girl whom I love the most, the one whom my heart beats for, but the feelings not mutual anymore
She doesn't love me anymore, and what hurts more is that I was the reason why she doesn't anymore
Because of that one night, that most regretful night, it was just a misunderstanding, but I didn't believe her
I chose to believe a liar instead of her, she pleaded for my forgiveness, even though she was not at fault
I was the one who is
Now... She's fall out of love for me, and it fucking hurts
If I believed her that night, this wouldn't have happened
If I wasn't that stupid, we would be still together... the woman that i love, park chaeyoung
"Chaeyoung..." I called her out before holding her hand, and she seemed taken aback
"Let go Taehyung-ssi" Was the first thing she says whenever I reach out to her
"Please, chaeyoung. I don't want us to be like this" I said
'I don't want to die with us in this situation' I said mentally
"Just for one last night, baby. Just one last night" I pleaded
"Chaeng, let's go" Her boyfriend said to her and she harshly pulled her hand back
She was my baby, and now she's another man's baby
"Taehyung oppa" Called Lisa "Hey" I greeted her back
"Have you made up with chaeng?" She asked and I shook my head a little
She knows about everything, she knows about me and chaeyoung and...
She also know that I'm going to die soon
Today? Tomorrow? Tonight? The doctor said that my days are being counted
I'm going to die any time soon
I took a glance at her, and she's happily smiling with her new... man
My heart ache, and my chest clenched at the sight of them being sweet to each other... like us, like before...
When she loves me....
"Taehyung oppa, take her, I hate that boyfriend of hers, I bet he's just getting close to chaeyoung just because of her fame" Lisa said and I sighed
"What's the use lisa? She loves him, and i don't even know if she still loves me back" I said and she nudged my shoulder harshly
"Do you know how much chaeyoung cried for you? She was always crying at night, and even last night, I could here her sobs, calling out for your name" She said and I looked at her
She's been crying?
"That proves that she still loves you, pabo oppa. If you won't go to her now, you'll regret it, and end up haunting us all" She joked and I looked down
She's right. It's now or never
Wait for me, baby
"Chaeng" I called her out before grabbing her hand "What is it?" She asked coldly, but I could hear her stuttering, and her hand were shaking
"Chaeng... I'm sorry. I lo--" She cut me off by saying "If you love me, then you should've have trust me" This time, her eyes were teary
"Chaeyoung-ahh.... I'm so sorry... I was really a fool. I should've trusted you, but instead I said those hurtful words instead" A tear escaped my eye
"But that is all in the past, Taehyung. Now I have someone and you have yours" She said as she took a glance at lisa
"You mean lisa? Chaeyoung, no. You were the first one I ever love, and you were the second, third, everything, and will be my last" I said whilst looking into her eyes
"Taehyung... Why did you have to hurt me? You're the one who really knows how much I love you, but how could you?" A tear escaped her eye
"Chaeyoung.... I was really a fool. I lost you, and now, I don't know how to get you back" I said and she cupped my face
"You never lost me, Taehyung. I was just there, just waiting, and I'm sorry for being cold" She chuckled a little
I wiped her tears and caressed the crown of her head
Too bad I'm going to leave you again
"But this is just a goodbye, chaeyoung. I'm sorry, but I hope you'll be happy with him" I said
"What do you mean? He's not my boyfriend. And I don't get you" Her voice broke
"I'll die, chaeng... I'm going to leave you again" I said and she hug me
"No! Please.... tell me that it's a lie" she hid her face on my chest
"Take care, chaeng. I know that your members won't leave your side" I chuckled a little
"Why are you like this? I love you taehyung. I don't want to let you go" I hug her back and kissed the crown of her head
"I want to spend my last remaining time with you chaeyoung, is that okay?" I asked her
"I want to... I really, re--really want too" She sobbed
We're now at the side of a cliff, the place we usually hang out at
I missed her.... I missed her.... and i'm going to miss her
Chaeyoung's POV
"Chaeyoung..." He called out and i hummed in response
"Do you remember when we first met?" He asked and i pouted
"Don't start with it" I warned him "When you fell on your bicycle, and I got a full view of your panties" He said and I lightly punched his shoulder
Then... the sun is now rising
"Chaeyoung.... I think... it's time" He said and my heart clenched
"I'm getting sleepy chaeng" He rested his head on my shoulder
His breath slowly fading away until... there was nothing more
No more heartbeats, no more breathing, no more
No more him....
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wonderland | rosé + idols
Fanfiction❝ we fell in wonderland. you and i got lost in it. ❞
