my, alarm clock woke me up.
i was late
I got up and out of bed running to the restroom putting on my favorite band shirt, while brushing my teeth and hair. then ran out the house with a piece of toast in my mouth.
i ran back into the house to stop alarm from making dumb noises, change out of my pajama's and into clean clothes, brush my teeth and then my hair. then after i went downstairs to get a toast from out of the toaster, which was prepared by mother earlier, then run out of the house and to the bus stop.
i slept on the bus. alarm won't do shit because he's a pussy. next year he'll be going to school with me which will be interesting. oh who am i kidding, i'm pretty sure it'll be annoying.
"rusty fell asleep on the bus again" is my cue to wake up and get off the bus.
my dear friend, deer friend, always did things she wouldn't mind doing. i'm glad that's the case since she has done lots of shit for me
like do my homework for me.
I knew i forgot something!
"you gotta stop doing this" she looks away sheepishly, funny right?
I nod and answer anything to please her but it's a thing she'll always say.
hearing her sigh is a normal thing. should i feel guilty? she sighs. there she goes sighing again. it's fine. she's not a morning person
"neither are you!"
i nod and we're off to class. this class is boring so the next class is cooking. every time i go into this class all my classmates would stare at me for some reason so i'd ditch.
can u believe it? me, ditching my favorite class?
i'd run but i don't think i'm running at the moment. i'm kinda just hopping through the lockers
like a bunny...?
"no it's me ya tin head,"
oh right my friend bon-bon. i hug him tight. he smells like chocolate. he knows. i wonder if he smells like chocolate. he wonders too.
here in the universe.
in the milk.
on planet.
on land.
in one of the city.
in one of the school.
on a hill.
under bb's head
is my lap.
"you're hard"
i shrugged and warned him.
"no you didn't"
deer friend is here now. she is anger. we don't know we she angery. every time we guess she gets angry. every time we say sorry she gets angry. and everytime we don't do anything and ignore deer friend she gets angry!
we're having a hard time just trying to make her bell stop ringing. it hurts my ears. i don't have any. but bb does and he is crying?
so i kinda just, extend my arm towards her big bells and just-
she slapped my hand.
bb is laughing. i can laugh too.
"culinary class?"
i can't eat so why would i eat it right?
some words and words. me deer friend sighs. but this time her sigh is more of a relieving sigh. a sigh that is filled with conclusion instead of conflict.
she sits with us and lays her head on my shoulder.
"you're hard"
end of chapt. 1
