Jealousy- bayani

Chapter 18

(Harley's POV)

"Looking for this?" I heard someone behind me. I turned to face Jordan holding my razor. "Jordan please let me explain." I begged. "What? That you promised you weren't going to give up! Or cut! Or starve yourself!" He yelled. "You hate the way I look exactly why I did it!" I yelled back. "No I didn't how did you get that idea!" He yelled. "Please! I have grown out of all my clothes and the voices told me I wasn't pretty enough!" I yelled between tears. "Your just looking for an excuse like you always do!" He yelled. Tears were streaming down my face now. "Please. Your all I have left." I said tears streaming down my face. "What about the scars! You have those left!" He yelled. I could feel my fingers shake. Oh no, not now. Please not now. I thought.

Next, my feet started shaking. Please no! The thought went through my head. Screaming this much gave me social anxiety. Somehow, I fixed the shaking a bit but Jordan was still yelling. I ran past him and out of the house. I ran to the city bridge. Looking down, I saw a body of water at least 100 feet down. If I jumped, the rapids would surely keep me under. "I'm sorry Jordan. You don't deserve a cutting monster like me." I said. I took in a breath and stepped over the edge. I fell into the water and instantly was pushed around by waves.