I'll love you til the end: Sora

The first letter

Spending my time in the hospital is never fun, but not anything new to me. I'm worried but not for myself I'm so worried about Riku. I want to see him, but I know he's busy with work. So my time is spent drawing and looking out the window at the same scenery. Today though is a different story I got a letter from Riku.

Hello my love,

I'm sorry you had a nightmare, I hope it wasn't about me. I'm sorry I wasn't there to dry your tears this time. I wish I was there for you told hold on to when you need me. I don't think you're being selfish at all, to me it shows me you truly love me. I don't see how you can put up with me sometimes. Please don't feel bad for not coming to see me, I know you're having to work really hard for me. I wish I could help you so badly, I don't like how you're having to do it on your own.

Please believe me when I tell you this Riku, you're the strongest person I've even met. I wish I could be half as strong as you. Please don't worry about me that much, I'll be ok. They said that everything is looking fine, remember. They just don't know when I'll be able to go home, but when I do I promise to never leave you again. Take that as I'm going to come home soon. I want nothing more then be in your arms right now. We will read together again, and when I come home I promise to cook your favorite meal. I'm sure you're not eating the way you should with all them long hours.

Yes I remember, that day was when I had found out about my cancer, and those few words brightened my day. It made me want to forget about everything. You made me forget that I was scared, and made me want to embrace you. I thought you were amazing, because you were full of happiness and energy. I had fell for you that day as well, though I was too shy to say it, but I wanted to be with you. When you asked me for lunch I was so happy, it really seemed like everything would be ok as long as I was with you. You were truly my rock that kept my want to life alive, and still are.

I promise I'll be home soon, and I wont leave again. I have to cut this short the doctors just came in. Keep your head up, and be strong for me okay. I love you don't forget that.

Lots of love Sora.

It really bothers me that he's having such a hard time without me there. I truly wish he didn't have to go through this with me, but I'm glad he's by my side. Shortly after I finished my letter the doctor came in to run some tests on me.