They say that maybe alternate universes exist.
Ones where the choices we made are different - where our histories and our futures are in flux.
It does make me wonder if pushing you away had much of a point - if that there's an alternate universe out there where I didn't walk away and I didn't let go. Where nothing we ever did changed what laid before us.
Perhaps I wonder if things had gone differently, where the cards would lie now. As plain they are to see from here, the uncertainty long past gone - the ambivalence is curious - the tension enticing.
