4- umm maddie

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Do not fucking kill me.
I already had this chapter written. It's kinda sad buttttt kalani is gonna be okay... or will she be? Hmmm
3 days later

Kalanis pov
I haven't been able to stop thinking about Maddie since I kissed her.
I felt something when I kissed her. Something I've never felt.
Chloe hits me.
"Ka fucking Lani what the hell are you thinking about?"
"Ummm Maddie?"
She laughs. "You loveeee her"
I grunt "I do not!"
"Date her then. And if you smash her and then pass her then you don't love her"
"I'm not smashing and passing her Chloe"
"So you do love her!!!"
I sigh "maybe a little"
She laughs. "We'll go talk to her." She pushes me up from the table and I glare at her before walking over to Maddie and Kendal

"Umm Hey guys"
Kendal laughs.
"Hey Lani you lost? The plastics are over there" she points to my friends
I smirk
"Actually....I'm here for Maddie" maddie looks at me. "Why?"
I grunt "just come" she nods and follows me into the empty locker room.

I grab her and kiss her. She kisses me back.
"Maddie?"
"Yes kalani"
"Will you date me?"
She looks at me then runs off. Luckily I ran track and caught up to her and pick her up
"Yo why the fuck are you running away from me??? Is that a no??"
Hurt was all in my voice when I put her down. She was crying.

"Kalani I can't date you. I like you..no I love you. But your a player. You say it all the time. You fuck em and leave em. Once you get bored with me you'll leave me. I'm pretty sure you'd fuck me and leave me because I'm nothing special"

I deeply sigh and run my hand through my hair
"Your different Maddie...this is different"
"How kalani How?"
"Because I don't have feelings for those other bitches. But for you. I'd die for you Maddie. I love you. Please give me a chance"
She deeply sighs "okay kalani I'll give you a chance"
I scream and pick her up. I kiss her and she kisses me back.
"Thank you Maddie. Thank you"she laughs "your welcome Lani"
I grab her hand "why didn't you eat lunch Maddie?"
"I don't eat lunch kalani. I never do" I smile and nod. I know she eats because she ate dinner and breakfast at my house.

She smiles at me. And I smirk and kiss her.
I whisper in her ear "your so fucking kissable"
She blushes "so are you kalani"
I smile and walk to the cafeteria and everyone stares at us. I roll my eyes and scream
"Take a fucking picture it'll last longer!"
They instantly stop staring and I pull Maddie to my table. She instantly got uncomfortable
I sigh and grab Chloe and we go sit with Kendal

Chloe and Kendal smirk
"Are you two a thing now???"
We laugh and I nod
Chloe smiles "now you can stop talking about her" Maddie blushes and I smirk "well sorry to break this to you. But I'm gonna be talking about her for a long ass time"
Chloe laughs and Kendal smiles.

Then my phone rings.

"Hi dad"
"What are you doing slut?"
I deeply sigh
"Ummm I'm at lunch."
"Come home"
"But why?"
"Kalani I'm not fucking playing with you. Come home or I'll make sure you end up in a hospital bed"
I gulp "okay dad...I'm coming. Please calm down"
"Hurry up."
"Okay"
He hangs up and I sigh. I look at Chloe with the look.
The look that tells her somethings not okay

She looks at me and then Maddie. She takes my hand pulling me into the hall

"What's wrong kalani"
I sigh "my dads being an ass. I have to go home. Like now. Or he'll seriously hurt me..."
she grunts. "Fuck him."
I sigh "Chloe I gotta go. I love you. Bye"
She grabs me hugging me "promise I'll see you again. Promise me"
I sigh "I promise chlo now I gotta go"
She nods and lets go
Chloe knows. That every time I walk into that house alone. That there's a possibility that I'll never walk back out.

I drive home and walk inside. I sigh and scream
"I'm home!"
My dad comes racing down the stairs in his boxers. He grabs my face kissing me. I push him off and back away
He was drunk
I ran to my room and I stayed there for the whole week except escaping to go to school

Friday after school

"Dad stop"
He grabs me agian forcing his tongue into my mouth I cry as he lifts me up
He takes me to his room and throws me onto the bed.
I try to get up but he pushes me down

"Stay fucking down"  I'm too afraid to fight him back.
He started to rape me until my little brother walked in.
"Daddy I'm h- Oh my god! Daddy stop your hurting Lani!" He gets off of me and puts his dick in his pants. I get up and run to my room.
I need someone. Anyone.
Because I. Kalani Hilliker just got raped

I text Maddie. Since now she's out of school

Kalani😘✌🏼💯: Maddie. I don't know who else to talk to..I..I don't know what to do.

Maddie's pov:
My phone vibrates

Kalani😘✌🏼💯: Maddie. I don't know who else to talk to..I..I don't know what to do.

I call her.

"Hey. What's wrong Lani?"
She was crying. And gasping for air.
"Kalani your scaring me. What's wrong"
"M-m-Maddie I..I...I wanna die...I can't do this."
"Kalani don't say that"
"I'm sorry Maddie. I'm sorry I've been a bitch to you. I'm sorry I asked you to date me. I don't deserve you. I deserve everything that happens to me. I'm just too weak to get through it. I'm sorry. I'm done"
"Kalani don't you fucking dare. I'm coming to get you"
"Maddie don't come in this god forbidden house!"
I deeply sigh.
"Kalani I need to make sure your okay. So I'm coming. Please don't do anything stupid"
"No Maddie I'll...I'll come to you"
"I don't think you should drive right now kalani "
"I can dr-"
"Your not fucking driving kalani. I don't fucking trust you. I'm coming. I'll be there in 5 minutes come outside"
"Okay.."
I've never seen kalani like this and I'm really scared. I lost shay to suicde. Shay was my first love. And I really don't wanna lose kalani too
I haven't loved anyone else since I lost shay. The only person I've loved is kalani

Had to add drama.

Don't like? Then don't fucking  read. Simple

-Jay 🦋

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