Malani (a secret love)

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Hey...it's jay.
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In which an abused girl, falls in love with a broken girl. But what if, they're both broken?

Maddie's pov
I wake up at 3am and decide to write.
I write about my bully? Kalani Brooke hilliker
I really like her.
Which is...funny because she'll never like me.

Diary-
"Her eyes were brown like chocolate
Her soul was darker then hell
Her words are like venom
She's the spider and I'm caught in her web.
Why do I love her? I'll never know
But for some odd reason. I don't wanna let her go."

I sigh and continue to write until Mackenzie walks in and turns on my light
I snap at her
"What the fuck do you want?"
She looks at me and rolls her eyes. "Calm down Maddie. I was just coming to make sure your up. It's almost time for school"
I nod
"Sorry for snapping. I'll be down in a minute"
She nods and walks out.

——
I walk into school to be stopped by nia and Cameron

"Hi bitch"
I sigh and step back "Umm hi.."
Just like that 'bam' nia punches me and I fall backwards into the floor. They laugh and Cameroon kicks me. Then they leave.

Kendal runs over to me and helps me up
"You okay mads?"
I sigh "I guess" she nods and we walk to my locker and then to class.

Kalani passes me a note
And I read it.
"Hello idiot, Who picked your outfit out? Your mommy?"
I sigh as my teacher walks over and takes the note. She reads it then glares at Kalani
"Kalani. Madison Stay after class"
I grunt and slam my head into the desk

I mutter "great" as kalani looks as me as if she wanted to strangle me

After class me and Kalani stay behind.

"Kalani. Since you insist on being a bully to Maddie. I'm going to have to call your dad"
She instantly freaks
Which may i mention was very fun to watch
"Nooooo don't do that! He'll punish me and take my phone. He won't let me out the house. Please don't do that"
I chuckle and she hits me hard "shut up Maddie"
I sigh and the teacher frowns. "You and Maddie are gonna be partner, the rest of the year. Since you and Maddie have the same schedule you'll be partners in all your classes. If you continue to bother Maddie then I will put you in detention for the rest of the year"
She nods "fine"

——-
I walk in the house to hear my mom arguing with Mackenzie
I walk in and listen

"Mom! He's jus a friend!"
"Oh really?!? So why was there condoms in your fucking room? You've already had one abortion Mackenzie! Stop having sex!"
She grunts.
"You act like that one abortion was because I willingly had sex! You and I both know why I had to have it! You know what he did to us mom! WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU SAY THAG?? That was 3 years ago mom! Stop bringing it up! Yes I have sex now but back then it wasn't a choice. At least I'm having safe sex!"
"Mackenzie:.i.."

I look at Mackenzie
"Hey kenz...go to room..I'll be there in a sec"

Mackenzie was raped by our dad when she was 11 she's currently 14
I was raped by our dad from ages- never mind it doesn't matter.

After I go check on kenz
I walk in my room and fall into my bed. When Kendal text me

K💯🔥: mads? Kalanis talking shit about you on social media agian.
Mads😘😎: okay...what app?
K💯🔥: ummm twitter
Mads😘😎: okay thanks Kk
K💯🔥:no prob. If you want I can come over? Or you can come over?
Mads😘😎: no it's okay. I'll talk to you later. Bye k
K💯🔥: be nice to yourself mads I love you
Mads😘😎: I love you too. And I'll try

Kalanis pov
I walk into my house
My mom was sitting on the couch and my dad was sitting at the counter.
I know if I don't speak I'll be in a whole shit load of trouble.
"Hi mom...hi dad"
They turn towards me "hi Kalani"
I force a smile and I ask
"Can I nap before I do my chores?"
My dad nods and I run upstairs

They know I'm gay.
They don't really care.
They were assholes before they knew I was gay.
They never cared.
They don't love me. They've told me they don't love me.
Me? I'm a player
I've dated Mutiple girls
I don't love them I just fuck em' and leave em'
I play with girls heart
That's probably a bad thing but I don't care

I lay my head on my pillow and post on social media. I post about Maddie and about how ugly she is.
Maddie isn't ugly. She's actually really
But I want her to feel the pain I feel.
I have a crush on Maddie. That's the main reason I bully her.

I slowly fall asleep

1hour later

My dad walks in and yanks me up automatically waking me up.
"Wake up bitch"
I'm a tough ass bitch. I'm heartless. I'm the boss. Except when I'm with my parents. Then I'm weak and I'm fragile
"Y-yes sir"
He throws me onto the floor.
"So your bullying Kalani? What I tell you about that shit?"
"N-no-no"
"Oh so your lying to me now?"
"Daddy I'm sorry please!"
He grabs me by my hair pulling me up.
"What happens to liars Kalani?"
I whimper "liars get beaten senselessly"
He laughs and beats me until I'm spitting out blood.
He looks at me.

"Me and your mother are going out. When we get back. This house better be spotless. Or we won't let you go to dance tomorrow and I'll beat you agian. Got it?" I nod
"Y-yes"
He laughs and slams my door behind him.
I cry and then I text Chloe. Chloe knows. And she supports me.

Kalani✌🏼🔥: can I die yet?
"Chloe😘💯💪🏼: what's wrong Lani?
Kalani✌🏼🔥: my dads just an ass
Chloe😘💯💪🏼: did he? Beat you?
Kalani✌🏼🔥: Yea...someone told him I was being a bully. And when he asked me about it. I lied. And he beat me for lying
Chloe😘💯💪🏼: Lani...don't lie to him. Hes gonna beat you even worse
Kalani✌🏼🔥: I wasn't thinking Chloe. Anyway I gotta go clean before abusive 1 and abusive 2 get back
Chloe😘💯💪🏼: okay bye Lani. Love you. Be nice to yourself
Kalani✌🏼🔥: love you too. And I'll try

The next 3 hours I clean and babysit my brothers

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