She looked so...perfect.
Even though she just woke up.
She looked astonishing.
Her skin is all clear.
Her complexion is just perfect.
Her eyes a big and turn into half moons when she smiles.
Her tiny figure.
Her perfect body.
She's perfection itself.
Jungkook told me she's good at singing.
Well I also know she plays piano.
She got up and headed to the bathroom.
She stopped at the door frame.
"Yoongi"
I looked up.
"Yes?"
"Do you have a extra towel"
"Yeah on the shelves there's a bunch of towels just take one"
"Alright thank you"
She closed the door.
I heard the shower.
And her singing in the shower.
With my cup of coffee.
Her vocals are amazing.
She does sound a little bit like Jungkook but girl version.
It's wierd.
She really looks like him.
"She's taking a shower?" Jin said coming in the kitchen to do some breakfast
"Yeah"
"Ugh she stopped singing! Nooo"
I took my attention to the bathroom door that opened.
There she stood with my t shirt.
A towel in her arm.
The other hand covering her mouth.
She looked up and removed her hand from her mouth and flashed a smile.
Why was she hiding her mouth as if she did something?
(Back to Jaeia's POV)
I made myself puke.
I can't gain weight.
Fake a smile.
Don't let them know you're hurting.
They don't care anyways.
My mind is a mess I can't escape anyways.
I have to work today.
"Hey can we come to the restaurant you work to today? The food is good over there"
Jin said sipping on his hot coffee.
"Umm Yeah sure"
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I was preparing the side dishes when a man came in.
Very familiar.
Yoongi and his friends were sitting close.
I wanted to run away suddenly.
"Jaeia"
I looked down ignoring him.
"Jaeia look at me"
I didn't want to see the man that turned me into a mess.
I looked up at him.
"You changed"
I started seeing clouds again.
Tears.
"People always change after being hurt"
I said.
"JAEIA"
He screamed.
People around took their attention to us.
But I didn't care.
Yoongi and his friends are gonna see the worst of me.
And I don't care.
Not anymore
"WHY CANT YOU BE PERFECT LIKE YOUR SISTER"
"Step sister"
I corrected him.
"UGH I DONT CARE YOU SLUT YOURE COMING BACK"
"I'm trying,
To be perfect,
I'm trying,
To be good,
I'm trying,
To be what you want,
I'm trying,
To be beautiful,
I'm trying,
To fit everyone's standards,
I'm trying,
To be 'happy',
I'm trying.
But you don't even know me"
"JAEIA STOP ACTING LIKE THE VICTIM"
"Tell me you care"
He went scilent.
"Is it normal that death is more inviting then life?"
"Is it normal that a perfectly fine girl lies about how she feels ? No now come and stop wanting attention"
He grabbed my wrist but I yanked back.
"D-don't t-touch m-me"
"You change so much"
He said full of hatefulness.
"You know I use to have wonderful dreams...but sometimes, nightmares are real, if you can't accept reality then go away, forever...I-I don't want to see you, you hurt me"
"You little-"
I cut him off.
"The feeling of being sick, but not actually sick. You're just sad, upset, unhappy, you see in black and white, and you feel like drowning."
"I scream for help but no one can hear, falling apart when nobody notice"
I continued.
"I feel so fucked up because of you, and yet, you act as if you didn't do shit, but you fucked me up, destroyed me and look how I am now"
"I'm a mess"
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