Drifted

    Ever since we were kids, we were inseparable.  No matter what it was, we would go through it together. Side by side.  And if our mom's weren't best friends with each other, they would never approve since we are opposite genders.  But really, that didn't matter with us, girl or guy, us together.. we could take over the world.

    It's different now though, we grew older, we made our own friends, and we have different interests.  We still see each other through our bedroom windows here and there, and say hi when we walk by each other getting the mail or in the halls at school, but it's not the same.  And I don't think it ever will be.

    I guess you could say we drifted... Drifted like two sail boats at sea that were once together, but a storm- of problems- got in between them, so next thing you know, wave after wave, they were miles and miles apart. If we were still able to hear the other when they would cry their name out, that would be considered lucky, comfort. But that's not the case.  It's to the point where they couldn't even remember what the others face truly looked like.  To the point where they forgot what the other's voice sounded like.  To the point where they had lost all hope and were forced make themselves believe they would never see them again, just so they wouldn't feel broken and lost inside.

   Yep, that's pretty much where Jax and I are today in each other's lives. Forever lost from each other, both of us in pitch black, not knowing where to take the next step to find one another in the darkness.  Where we think we will soon run into each other and fall back into each others arms, when in reality, we are getting further and further apart from each other, step by step just getting more and more lost, feeling more and more empty. 

    More and more forgotten in each other's heads.  Him missing my voice, me missing his voice.  Him missing my face, me missing his face.  Missing the late night talks where we both end up crying, missing the laughs we shared where we had to get away from each other just so we wouldn't pee our pants.  And me missing the feeling of him holding me, looking into my eyes... missing the moment where we were about to kiss... his lips inching away from mine...

   But we drifted. We drifted                                                                            far.

And there was no rope long enough to pull us back together.

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AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Hey readers! I'm not sure if I want to continue this story fully out or not so please let me know what you think based off of this chapter! I originally had this idea a while ago and just never got time to really get into writing it so I'll let it be up to you guys. Thank you for your feedback!!