❤️Ch 11.

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..I love him..now everything makes sense why I was feeling all this emotions all along,why my heart beat so fast when  with him and happy when I even saw him.I feel so happy when he calls out my name and when I spend time with him should I say what I feel?i feel a nice pleasure right now full of calmness,happiness so I had to say something he's my first love after all"I-i love you Jason"i whispered enough for him to hear  "HUH?"he sounded shock and confuse that gentle hug got tight for some seconds then I felt it leave i missed that gentle hug,he grabbed my shoulders gently and push me away slowly, I could already feel like I did a mistake how could I be so stupid to blurt that out loud when I don't even know if he feels the same way?and we're both guys , he looked up and I could see his blushing face  but yet eyes of guilt "R-Rin I like you but not in the way you feel about me maybe i confuse you ..I like you as a best friend..I'm so sorry".....

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