Than On Avalanche

PATTON 🐶

Most of the time I love sitting in my room amongst all of Thomas' memories, but today I feel like the thick, yellow, glittery air that surrounds the living room of my quarters of the mind was in fact suffocating me. I ran to my bedroom and opened the window, showing Roman's mind garden. It had all different sections for us all, one had red roses all the way along the walls, Golden Dahlia's popping up in between the array of red and dark pinks. Another section was filled with dark purple bellflowers and very dark tulips. Chunks of amethyst were sprinkled along the wall, and a door covered with black gems led to Virgil's corner of the mind. Another section, very close to mine, also had a couple of sprouting black tulips, but also had dark blue roses and most of the wall was covered with the gemstone Iolite, the gemstone of inner vision. Just like Virgil's and Roman's sections, he had a door that led to the Debate room and his version of Thomas' house. My garden was all flowers, no stones. The flowers ranged from orchids to tulips to sunflowers, all shades of light blue and baby yellow. The rest of the sections, next to Virgil's garden, were covered in dark, yellow smoke.

Deceit, hiding the other sides. What if they're like Virgil?

What if they're... not in a good mental spot?

I sighed and decided to go to the main hall, which had a TV room and a kitchen, along with a room full of all the information Thomas had ever learnt and just a room for the sides to relax and enjoy time together. I changed from my sad and slightly depressed mood to excited and happy when I thought of seeing my famILY. Roman and Virgil were like children to me; my little guys. They were so cute together, and even though I hated that they insulted each other the way that they do, I couldn't help but think of how cute they'd be together. And as for Logan?

Hm...

To me he wasn't really like a child, but more like a fellow adult, he'd been through the process of adultery. He was so smart, cute and cool (he is my biggest fan J) and when he got me the cat hoodie I couldn't help but think 'He's so adorable!'

Wait... what?

Calling Virgil and Roman adorable was something I did on the daily. They were cute, childlike, and overall, pure. But Logan? He was logical, smart, amazing... but I rarely... no, never called him adorable.

What's going on with me?

For a second I felt confused, but more than on avalanche. Like you do after you spin around for a really long time (I speak from experience) and your brain is fuzzy, you fall over and you can't regain control of your limbs.

Then the moment was gone and I rubbed my head.

What... just... happened?

I shook it off, walking towards the kitchen.

Little did I know that was going to be the first of many episodes before I really lost control.