She was up again. It was 2:00 am. Writing down her thoughts. Thinking about who she is. Who is she? Was she a she? What am I feeling? Evelyn has been up till 5:00 am every day thinking about who she is and writing down how she feels. So unsure about who she is. Always so bloody confused. She can't seem to get her thoughts straight, is she even straight? That was one thought that continuously fluttered in and out of her head. Ever since learning about the LGBTQA+ community, Evelyn has wondered about her sexuality and gender.
4 hours had passed since. She was on her laptop watching Shane Dawson and Miles Mckenna. She loved these two youtubers so much, same as Dan and Phil. These were the people that made her feel good about her self. She thanks them so much for saving her life, and continuing to do so. Maybe it was their fault she continued to question herself abouit her sexuality. But she thanks them so fucking much.
Her alarm went off. It was 7:00, another night without pretty much any sleep. Time for school. 'another day in hell' she thought. She hates that place, she has no friends, well true friends, at all. She slumps out of from under the fortress of covers, and continues to get ready for school. She wonders which band t-shirt to put on, her My Chemical Romance one or her Bring Me The Horizon one. She wore her Panic! At the Disco one yesterday.
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