i can't knock on a door
or ask for extra napkins
i can't call you and ask how you are
i can't raise my hand without the fear of being wrong
i can't hang out with new people
i can't live my life
it's like being in a cage that's unlocked
i can get out but i've trapped myself
it's like wanting to have friends but can't hang out
it's like suffocating but you're still breathing
it's not a way to live
it's a way to die.
