Feel Again

Chapter 1

Third person POV

"C'mon Nico, I have places I need to be," Angie says as she tries to untangle herself from him, Nico still thrusting into her and pulling her long brown hair. He sucks on her sweet spot on her collarbone, but she is too annoyed to care.

"Hang on," Nico continues to kiss her neck and get his last couple pumps in. Angie slides from underneath of him and gathers her clothes, frustrated.

"Is my bra over there?" She asks him.

"I don't really fucking care where your bra is, I have to go, remember?," Nico says rudely with a slight smirk. He quickly finishes getting dressed and throws up a peace sign while exiting the room.

"Fucking asshole," Angie mumbles to herself and slides down the wall, fighting back a tear. It's always this same shit that happens, why does it always hurt each time?

Angie knows Nico is absolutely no good for her, but she finds herself sticking around. Honestly, who could resist him with his luscious, brown curly hair and deep blue eyes. He has a muscular figure, and is their high school's star soccer player. She gets lost in his eyes every time she looks at him.

He's not always a douchebag. Actually most of the time, he's quit sweet to Angie. Besides him only viewing her as a hot body to have sex with and nothing more. Angie would do anything for that shallow boy, and he just comes to her for a quick fuck. She blames herself for it deeply, because she always gives in. The question of whether he just doesn't want a relationship with her, or at all keeps Angie awake most nights.

Angie collects herself and checks her phone for the time. It reads 5:47 with a text from her best friend Ryan saying, 'are you still meeting us at Bdubs at 6? :)'

"Fuck," Angie groans and quickly replies, 'of course,' as if she hadn't totally lost track of time with Nico. She quickly gathers herself with out even glancing in the mirror, and goes out to her car. Thank goodness she didn't lose track of time too much, and her parents come home while Nico was over.

They like Nico as one of Angie's friends, but they wouldn't approve of what actually goes on. They are a mixture of cool and strict parents at the same time. They switch it up constantly. Angie learned most of the do's and don'ts while her brother was growing up. He's 19 and in college now, while Angie is just 16. His name is Alex and he resemble Angie more than anyone she knows with his tall posture and charming smile.

After about a 15 minute drive, Angie arrives to 3 of her close friends, them already sitting at the table.

"Hey guys," Angie chirps and they all smile and look at each other.

"Told you guys she was with him," Taylor smirks at the other two.

"What?" I act confused even though I already know exactly what they're talking about. They know how much fun Nico and Angie have, but they also know how much pain he causes her.

"You could've at least fixed your hair after your daily little fuck session," Courtney laughs and Angie replies by flipping them all off. It's no secret to anyone about Nico and Angie. It never was. Especially to Courtney, because is the gossip queen.

"Leave her be guys. You all would be doing the same shit with him if you had the chance," Ryan defends Angie jokingly. They are all good friends so when they are bickering, nobody's feelings ever get hurt.

Ryan is Angie's best friend. They hang out constantly, and although nobody can believe it, he does not try to make a move on her. They're just so much alike and have the best of fun together. Angie is the girl every boy wants. Attractive body, athletic as hell, and nicest person you'll ever meet. But Ryan knows his boundaries and Angie admires that.

Moments later, the waitress comes to take their order and Angie orders her 8 boneless honey barbecue wings. Courtney, Taylor, and Ryan order their food as well.

"Did you guys hear about Sammy's party tomorrow night?" Ryan asks them, as he slurps on his Dr. Pepper.

"Hm, well we did now," Angie says with a slight smirk.

"Y'all know we're about to be pullin up squad deep," Taylor laughs, causing her long black curls to shake. She's the kind of funny friend everyone wants to have in their friend group.

"I'm so excited. I really need a fun night," Angie says with excitement in her eyes and the others nod in agreement. Angie absolutely adores partying and just having a good time in general.

"You always have fun nights," Courtney teases her and Angie throws a piece of the napkin at her.