BBS One Shots

Silent Scream (OhmToONz)

But I can't break free

So I cry and cry but just won't get it out

The silent scream

My heart breaks everytime I see him

Knowing he can be so close to me

But I can't lay a finger on him

My friends say to forget him

He's a nobody

But they don't understand....

Yet I listen to them anyways

Tell me why you're putting pressure on me

And everyday you cause me harm

That's the reason why I feel so lonely

Even though you hold me in your arms

Wanna put me in a box of glitter

But I'm just trying to get right out

And now you're feeling so so bitter

Because I've let you down

It hurts even more.....

When I have to sit and watch......

My friends....

Hurt him....

And the storm is rising inside of me

Don't cha feel that our worlds collide

It's getting harder to breathe

It hurts deep inside

I want to push them off him and hold him

Comfort him and wipe his tears

But I stand there

Looking into his pleading eyes as they swell with tears

It hurts me on the inside

And I can't stop any of it

Just let me be who I am

It's what you really need to understand

And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me

But I can't break free

So I cry and cry but just won't get it out

The silent scream

Events like this just lead to more scars

More tears.....

More effort to hide them to the blind eyes

Of my friends.....

Family....

Peers.....

Him....

Can't you see

How I cry for help

Cuz you should love me

Just for being myself

I'll drown in an ocean

Of pain and emotion

If you don't save me right away

Another day at Hell......

But it's different today....

I watched them hurt him as always

But once they left.....

I couldn't.

I couldn't move as he approached me.

I thought he was going to hit me....

Kick me....

Hurt me for not helping....

But he didn't...

He just smiled and gently grabbed my wrist...

He rolled my sleeve and his

Placing our scarred arms together.

Just let me be who I am

It's what you really need to understand

And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

And it's torturing me

But I can't break free

So I cry and cry but just won't get it out

The silent scream

I was silent

Letting the tears run down my face as he pulled me into his arms

I fell into them, letting them take me in

I sobbed into his chest

Letting all my emotions rain

I felt everyone's stare

But that just made him hold me tighter

"It's okay, Luke. No more hiding. I got you."

My silent scream

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Hey guys! Sorry it took me so long to update but I've been brain dead this last few weeks and I've been having writers block with this book and I don't know, just haven't been up to writing on Wattpad really. But even in the madness and sorrow of my life, I promise to get back on top of this and try to publish more. Well, that's all I have to say for now so as always, I hope ye enjoyed!

-Meow😛😎😑🍟🍰🍭🍩🍪🍫💙❤🍕