You're wanting me to show more interest
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child. I looked at the crowd as I sang getting up from my chair and i walked towards the crowd walking up down the middle where I knew the platform was.
"What is he doing Chance?" Serena asked.
"This song is his despair he wrote this song right after his ex cheated on him and left him." Chance said. Serena's eyes widened and looked at Josh her hair tentacles began to whine loudly. I kneed down on the platform and it lifted me up in the air and moved right over the crowd.
And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside." I cried as I sang moving my hair to the side holding my hand out to my fans smiling.
"Even now he's hurting I still wonder why he let you kiss him of all people you hated him but you love him now I wonder." Chance said.
"I miss him so much I just want to have him near me forever and hug him all day and night I wanna make his pain go away so much it hurts." Serena said.
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream."
I began to sing louder as I spun my guitar from my hands to my back as I held the mic singing into it as I got up from my knees.
Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And every day you cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms
Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down
And the storm is rising inside of me
Dontcha feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Can't you see
How I cry for help
Сause you should love me
Just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't
Save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The silent scream." I bowed and let the platform land on the stage and I walked back to where I was on the stage and I saw Serena next to Chance and I avoided eye contact and made a sign at Jess and she smiled and took the mic from my hand.
I started to play my guitar. Jess I started to sing.
You're like a light within the dark
Just like an angel (angel, yea)
You're breathing life into my heart
Just like an angel (angel, yea)
And you lead me through the darkest time
Gonna leave this world behind
Angel
Take me to a better place, where I see those brighter days
Angel
We'll seize the day and break away
My angel."
I start to sing alone.
You raise me up when I am down
Just like an angel (angel, yea)
I feel the love when you're around
Just like an angel (angel, yea)."
Me and Jess sing together again.
And you lead me through the darkest time
Gonna leave this world behind
Angel
Take me to a better place, where I see those brighter days
Angel
We'll seize the day and break away
My angel
And when I cry you're always there to dry my tears
A single word from you can take away my fears
I hang onto you, baby, just you and I
You gotta spread you're wings and fly
Angel
Take me to a better place, where I see those brighter days
Angel
We'll seize the day and break away
My angel
My angel
Angel."
"Um Chance can you tell me about this song?"
"No ask him yourself." Chance said giggling.
I bowed at the crowd and smiled Jess went to the back to talk with her band and I shook my head and went to the crowd leaning over letting some of the crowd touch my hair and face.
"So soft."
"He's so nice."
I smiled hearing those complements and walk back stage.
"Nice show." Said Chance.
I smiled as tears ran down my face and nodded.
Serena walked up to me and gently pushed me against a wall and put her hands on my face wiping my tears.
"I'm fine but please don't touch me Serena." I Said.
"I didn't Ok!?" Serena yelled.
Just leave me alone ok." I Said as I pulled away from her walking away. Serena grabbed my hand tightly.
"Please She was my ex I already told her I was over heels for you baby please let's go back to being happy together I still want to erase the sadness in your heart." Serena said as she wrapped her arms around me. I felt my heart beat fast I started to pant blushing. I could hear her hair tentacles whining at me. I felt her sniffing my hair.
"You smell so good baby god I missed you so much." Serena said as her tail wrapped around me.
I felt her hair tentacles rub against my neck and I petted a few of them and the swayed happily.
"Sorry I overreacted." I Said.
"It's ok lets go home."
"To your house?" I Asked.
"Of course your gonna live with me from now on love." Serena said.
"Ok babe."
Serena smiled and kissed my neck, I blushed and sat down in a chair and Serena smiled and sat next to me smiling and she pulled my chair close and turned it so we are face to face.
"Your so needy." I Said as I blushed.
"You love it." Said Serena as she kissed me.
I kissed her back and blushed hard.
"Aw such love birds." Said Chance.
"Sh-Shut Up am not." I said embarrassed.
Serena's pulled me out of my chair and pulled me on her lap and she smiled putting her hands on my ass and kissed me and I kissed her back.
"So dominate." Said Chance.
"Nope Just protective over my boyfriend." Said Serena.
Serena's got up and carried me out to her car and she drove us to her house.
When we got Their we walked inside and I headed upstairs and got into her bed and pulled the covers over me, I felt her spoon me from behind wrapping her arms and legs around me as I felt her bulge against my back she gently kissed the back of my neck falling asleep against me. I smiled and put my hand on hers.
"I missed this so much babe I love you." I Said as I closed my eyes.
Rude Awakening
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