once we were back on campus, we walked to our dorm. i kept on gazing at yugyeom. he was just so beautiful. i can't stand it. we walked into our dorm and yugyeom took off his sweater. "okay, now i'm going to sleep," he said. i shook out of my gaze.
"me too," i said. i walked to my bed, plugged my phone in, and went to sleep.
the next morning i woke up to see a sleeping yugyeom. he looked so, so soft. i then did something i never expected out of myself. i go up and went over to his bed. i stared at his features as i'd done the millions of times before. i gazed at his full lips. i gained curiosity. so, this is what jungkook has kissed so many times? i got closer. i shouldn't do this. i really shouldn't do this. he has a boyfriend. before i knew it i removed the space between our lips. i kissed him quickly. there's no way i just did that. i moved back to my bed. my face was the reddest it had been in years. i felt my lips. i did just do that. i kissed kim yugyeom.
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jb
i woke up to a notification on my phone. i groaned, and checked the time. 9:28 am, my classes today aren't til' noon. i picked up my phone. 1 message from youngjae🔆. "oh," i said to myself. i opened the message.
youngjae🔆; hi jaebummie~! im in class but im bored :((
i chuckled at the cute nickname he gave me. "jaebummie," i hummed to myself.
jaebummie💕💗; hey! pay attention to class
youngjae🔆 is typing...
gosh. this boy was cute. i put my hand over my heart. yup. my heart beat is speeding up.
youngjae🔆; dont you have classes too jaebummie??
jaebummie💕💗; no not until noon
youngjae🔆; ah lucky
youngjae🔆; i wish i had noon classes :\\\
jaebummie💕💗; you don't have any??
youngjae🔆; no :(( i have one at 9 then another at 11:30 then another at 4
youngjae🔆; shoot my teacher is coming hold on
i laughed at the fact that he said shoot and not shit. youngjae was probably the cutest human being i've ever met and or seen.
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yg
what? did bambam just? no. no no i doubt it. the scene played through my head again.
i woke up, but i still wanted to sleep so i closed my eyes, attempting to fall back asleep when i heard bambam wake up. i decided not to say anything, since i was lazy and wanted to sleep. but then i heard him come closer. the next part shocked me. his face was close to mine, almost. then, bambam, my best friend since middle school, kissed me. but waht's even worse, is that i liked it.
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jk
"well i can't work out all your problems jungkook," yoongi sighed, as i explained him my issue with jimin. "maybe it's a sign neither of you should have cheated in the first place." he said.
"i know, but it's just," i said.
"you're lucky namjoon and jin have no idea, they wouldn't hesitate to tell tae." he scolded me.
"i know," i said. yoongi put another product on the shelf.
"jungkook, this is your job do something," he told me, handing me a box. i started stacking items.
"it's just, i hate this feeling," i told yoongi.
"what? jimin being mad at you?" yoongi asked. i nodded. "well, until you make it up to him, he won't forgive you." he said. i scoffed.
"thanks," i replied.
"i already told you i'm not helping you with this." he said.
"but you have such good advice," i whined.
"jungkook, when i start working with hobi at the hospital, and we're not here what're you gonna do?" he asked.
"i don't know," i answered.
"exactly, which is why you need to figure out this problem on your own." yoongi stated, taking the cart full of products to the other isle. i scoffed again, and started putting items on the shelf. once i was done, i went to yoongi's isle.
"but can i answer the question you asked when i first told you about why i cheated on yugyeom?" i told him.
"why?" he asked.
"because, i've never seen yugyeom romantically, but he was a great friend, and when he asked me out i couldn't reject him because i cared so much, and i wouldn't forgive myself if he was upset about me," i answered. yoongi stopped stacking for a second.
"so...when you cheated on him with jimin...it was because you were scared to break up?" he asked me. i felt my expression change to a saddened one.
"yeah," i answered.
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bb
"you WHAT?!" mark and jinyoung said in unison, as they made my drink.
"i kissed him." i stated.
"you can't just do that bambam," mark said.
"well i did, so what?" i said. jinyoung groaned. "i would do it a million times, no, more than that if i could!" i stated.
"well then, how was it?" mark asked.
"what?" i responded.
"the kiss." he replied.
"oh, his lips were so soft, they were like, kissing silk, much softer than any girl i've ever kissed." i answered.
"aw, so cute," jinyoung cooed.
"what?" i asked.
"just your young love, and school boy crush on yugyeom," he answered. i rolled my eyes.
"anyways, i have one problem, and that's jeon jungkook." i said.
"oh i know it he fucking sucks," mark replied.
"he's an asshole." jinyoung added. mark and i nodded in agreement.
"SUP HOES!" jackson yelled, as he busted through the door. "sup ba-rk,".
"did you just combine me and mark's name?" i asked.
"i-uh- yeah," jackson answered. "anyways what's up?".
"bambam kissed yugyeom." mark spit out.
"shush!" i yelled.
"wai- what!" jackson exclaimed. jinyoung and mark nodded. "when-how-why-when-"
"you just said when twice," i said.
"when did this happen?!" jackson asked.
"this morning-"
"i had no clue he liked you too-"
"when he was sleeping." i finished. jackson stopped.
"what?" he asked.
"he was asleep," i answered.
"you mean you aren't dating?" he asked. i shook my head. "damn you got me excited there for a second." jackson said.
"can we please switch subjects now so i don't have to explain again?" i asked. jackson shook his head again. i groaned.
