A Gangstas Prayer

Chapter 15

Young nigga in the hood watchin out for hustle

All these niggas with me, I love em like my brother

I am the struggle, I am the hustle

I am the city, homie proud of me did you

I used to say pin this mouse, this nigga co-dependent

Hard way nigga, I got my meals the hard way

Selling crack, millionaire, I love the smart way

Exit the game and got rich, that's a fade away

Ha-ha, what a millionaire look like?

Yea I can show em how to cook right

Turn a man to a half, turn a brick to a jet

Nigga you do the math, you can aim right

Mixtape doing show for the 40

All I need is one mic and a Glock 40

Tot bomb for the killers who never honor the deal

And then UGK to the ceiling,

Can't describe the feeling

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"So you sayin that they really put you out cause yo mama didnt believe that her husbad touched you" i asked Emani.

We was sittin in the living room talkin since we both aint have nothin to do.

Boss was bein Boss and India was with Karliel.

So i was just chillin with my lady.

"Yeah. I mean, ian expect her to in the first place. She loves that man because he came to her rescue when my dad left us for another woman and made another family. He still checks on me every once in a while, which is why my mom stopped caring for me. I guess she felt some way that he checked on me and only me" she said

I nodded

"But that aint even all. When i found out the real reason that he left, i hated my mom more"

"Why he leave" i asked

I was literally into this lil talk

"My mom had been having an affair with the man shes with. My dad found out my him, my stepdad. He told my dad when my mom had came to the conclusion that she was gonna stop the affair. So when my dad signed those divorce papers, my mom had no other choice but to make it official with the other man. John. I guess he felt that he was my daddy, so he started to act like it. I didnt listen though, which made both him and my momma mad. Momma would always yell and be like, this is your new daddy so you have to listen, and blah blah. I really didnt listen to her either though. And when i turned 17, thats when all the weird shit started happening. He got toooo comfortable. Started sneaking in my room at night when my mom was asleep. At first, he would just kiss on me. But then it went to touching. Im just glad that he never could take my virginity" she said

I was shocked.

I would never think her past was so bad.

"So how was it growing up then?" i asked her