No one sees me drowning. Everyone thinks I'm happy all the time. I'm not... it hurt's knowing no one cares if you cut yourself, no one cares that you're in pain, no one would care if you died right here, right now.I'm trying too hard to be perfect for everyone. It's getting bad to the point where I can't cry anymore. I just lay there emotionless. Letting my thoughts consume me. I can't feel anymore. I can't be the person I used to be. It's like I'm a whole new person, and I can't do anything to go back to the person I was.
