B l a c k b o y j o y

𝟬𝟬𝟯 || 𝗖𝗵𝗿𝗶𝘀 𝗕𝗿𝗼𝘄𝗻

*𝗕𝗮𝗱 𝗕𝗼𝘆*

"Choose what makes you feel good today; what warms you up inside"

Ever since I've seen Chris get angry all I can think about is how good he looked. It was a tune in because I've never seen him get possessive. After that he acted like nothing happened. That made it even more hard though that he didn't know what he was doing to me. He didn't know he was turning me on from just doing little simple shit; which means he's going to continue to do it. All of a sudden my phone rang. I looked at the caller ID and the name I thought would never pop up again really did. "H-Hello. "I stuttered. "Wassup youngin!! "I heard a new Orleans ascent said. It was brother. "Your lying!! "I yelled in excitement. He laughed which made me laugh. "Damn is it that unbelievable? "He asked jokingly. The way he said it I could hear the smile in his voice. "Man Ma, you had me scared as hell. I didn't think you was gon make it through for a minute not going to lie. "I said smiling. "Man; I thought the same baby sis. Aye, my ass ain't going no where till my job is down though. I still got a bunch of shit to do left Ke Ke. "He said calling me by my nick name. "That's what's up. "I said smiling. "Yeah. But how's school? "He asked me. "Its okay. Nothing different. Bitches still talking shit cause they can't be me, and niggas still acting stupid cause they can't be wit me. "I said. He started laughing at my remark. "Yeah it's gonna stay like that too, but how your grades? " He asked me. "A's and B's. As always. "I said. "Cool Cool. How's grandma? "He asked. "She always there. We be talking. "I said. "But what about these hard headed ass boys. Any of them fucking with you? "He asked. I started smirking. "Uhhh they cool. "I said smiling. "Uhn Uhn. What was that pause for? Ain't no one fucking with you right, cause you know I'll come up there. "He said. "Nah bruh. They ain't been messing with me anymore. My friend has control over all that BS. "I said chuckling. "Ooooooo friiieeend. What friend is this? "He asked. "Um his name Chris. He in my grade. We be kicking it or whatever. "I said smiling big. "Mm so you fucking wit him? "He asked in a funny voice. I just bust out laughing. "I'm just asking. "He said with a chuckling. "Nah man, I ain't fucking with him. He been talking to me you know. Making me laugh and smile. Being there when niggas tripping and shit. Got in a fight about me a couple weeks ago. "I said. "Oh yeah? Why?"He asked. "Some immature ass boy was on bullshit with me and Chris wasn't liking it too much so all I'm going to say is he took it into his own hands . "I said playing with my rings on my finger. "Okay; him doing my job for me because I'm not there, I can respect that. Something tell me y'all are going to end up messing with each other though."He said randomly. "Dude shut up, we are not. " I said as he started laughing. "I'm just saying, but if you do don't forget to um... stay safe,"He said. I paused for a minute than I realized what he said." Ohhh, I got you. "I said nodding. "Oh and sis, happy valentines day. "He said. "Yeah, happy Valentines day." I said."Love you, bye. "He said. "Love you too, bye. " I said and than he hung up. I got up from the school steps getting tired of waiting for Chris to come so we could go in school. I sighed and walked in the halls seeing everyone having someone giving them a gift. Everyone else had a special somebody except me. When I say everyone did, I mean everyone did. I felt like an outcast as usual. I actually got a special someone a bear but um.... he didn't show up. Than the girl I got into a argument some months back came up to me smiling. "Not everyone can hang. Some people aren't gift worthy."She said standing in front of me. "And some people are only a gift once a year worthy, but I'm pretty sure you know all about that," I bumped her shoulder and kept walking while she just stood their. I tried to distract myself from thinking too hard but I kept overthinking it. He isn't even here. Its just pissing me off right now. I was starting to come to the realization that I need to calm down. I'm getting fed up like Chris is my whole boyfriend. I think I may be feeling him a little too much now. I mean I've known him for a couple months now. We've been texting everyday and we've been talking every day. Even out of school. I mean he's tall... Handsome... Nice smile.... Sexy body....he's like something I'd see in my dreams; it's impossible or me not to peep him the way I am right now. Having good looks is okay but he's respect for me is twice more as attractive. He treats me more as a loved one than a random female. When I'm with him he give me all of his attention and he makes sure I'm okay before anything happens. He's like my little crush if that's what you want to call it. When he texts me all my teeth start showing. We be talking about the stupidest shit. I don't remember a time where we don't talk to each other about anything. I remember we were at the beach till 11:00pm. We were fucking playing in the water like kids. The water was cold but it warms up outside. He gave me his jacket like the coney people do in the movies; which I thought was cute. I still have it, I'm wearing it actually. It still has his cologne. It smells so good. I got out of my locker and went to my class. As I get in my seat I see girls with teddy bears and stuff. I still have his teddy bear I was going to give him with me. There's no use of it now. I honestly wanted to cry. I couldn't though. So I just pulled the strings on my hoodie to make me look like Kenneth from south park. Than I put my head down. I really want to cry because all last night I prayed he would bring me something but he's not even here to do so. A tear came down my face and I quickly wiped it off. All I want is love. Nothing else just love. But its whatever at least I know my brother isn't dead. I sighed and just tried to sleep. As I hear the bell ring I just sigh. Yeah, he isn't showing up. I might as well just throw the bear away. "Keziana. I think you have a visitor at the door. "Ms.Thomas said. I looked up. "Take the hoodie off please. "She said. I sighed and took it off and looked confused. "Who's my visitor? "I asked. She pointed to the door. It was Chris. He had a bunch of stuff. "Happy Valentine's day. "He said with a smile. I blushed so hard. People were whispering and everything. I got up from my seat and walked up to him. "I got you your favorite chips, twix, Reese's, a balloon a teddy bear. Everything. "He said with a chuckled. I smiled as happy tears came down my face. He didn't forget about me. He wiped the tears from my face and I heard a bunch of people awwwing. I hugged him so tight that I almost made him fall over. He chuckled and than hugged me back. "I love you." He said. "I love you too. "I said with a sniffle. "Can I um go put this in my locker? "I asked. She nodded yes. As we walked out the door we went to my locker. We paused there for a bit. I jumped in his arms making him laugh. "Thank youuu. "I said. "Your welcome."He said smiling. "Turn around for me real quick. "He said. I did as told slowly. Than I felt something cold go around my neck. It was a necklace. It had the word beautiful on it. I touched it and smiled. I turned around with the biggest smile ever. "I got you something. "I said going in my locker. "What is it? "He asked. "Its a bear. "I said giving it to him. He smiled and kissed my cheek. My face turned red. He looked at me for a minute. Than he started leaning in. I can't stop him from leaning in right. I leaned in too. Than my lips finally met his. His lips were so soft. I wrapped my arms around his neck. He put his hands on my lower back. I smiled and he kept kissing me. His tongue just traveled my mouth and everything. We slowly pulled away and let go of each other. We both chuckled. "You a real good kisser. "He said making me laugh. "Thanks. "I said with a smile. "I'm sorry I was late. I was buying the rest of your stuff and all. "He said. "Its okay. But my brother called me and he said he was okay now. "I said with a smile. " See I told you he would pull through............ Keziana? "He asked. "Yeah. "I said. "I want to take you to a party with me. As my date. "He said. "I guess so. "I said with a smirk. "Ohh that wasn't a question, that was a statement. " He said laughing. "Oh so you knew I was going to come? "I said laughing. "Yeah, I mean come on. I'm irresistible. " He said with his arms open. "Cocky ass. "I said with a smile as I hugged him. I smelled him as usual. "Your cologne smells nice bro. "I said. "Thanks? "He said with a chuckle. "Well I gotta get to class. You coming? "I asked. "Nah, I'm just gon skip. You know; just doing me. "He said after before kissing my forehead. I chuckled and waved bye as I walked to class. Bad ass boy.