One Halloween night, a couple years ago, I was… not myself. It was strange. thinking back, it makes so much sense now. There was this feeling I got on my friend’s front steps. I was alone with a boy. It was a blind date, and we had a lot of fun. I had the feeling of confidence, smoothness. When I talked to him on that cool night, I flirted with a purr.
I don't remember what we talked about, but I remember the energy. It was like I was possessed, except I could feel the slyness and the intention in every step I took. Everything I said, every action I did, I knew my purpose, but i never had that kind of confidence. I felt different, and with every word that came out of my mouth, I felt like I was watching a scene with the best seats in the theater.
That wasn't the only time I acted different. I remember times in school where I wanted that confidence, and then everything changed. My thoughts were different and they echoed in my mind. The way I walked was unusual. Heel toe, heel toe, with good posture, and a raised head.
I admit I loved this new me. How I spoke smoothly, how every breath and heartbeat was all I felt, as this second person acted for me.
I thought I was just acting. It wasn't until the character I acted, started taking my memories, and forced me out so they could do what they wanted.
This woman was ruthless
So i named the first personality I ever had.
Ruth
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RandomCredit to @SlytherinFennecFox and @phandomsAndFandoms because this may be similar to their stories. There are many perspectives and situations for people with multiple personalities. Like with every person, every case is unique. Different. This wil...
