He looked at me << Taehyung.. >>
<< Hey Tae! >> 17:55. Thank you Jimin.
I quickly gave the other the keys and took everything I brought here. << Bye! >>
I quickly ran out while feeling my face heating up and tears starting to run down my face.
Why did he have to come back?
_
It was friday, 17:56 and I was rushing to get to the café. I had to change with Jimin who that day worked from 13 to 18. I breathed heavily while opening the door.
<< Jimin-ah! I'm sorry, I know I'm late. You can go now. >> I got behind the counter. << Jin hyung isn't here right? >>
<< He went to Namjoon. >> << As usual >> We both said at the same time before laughing. << Close the place at 23, remember. >> I nodded while taking the keys and placing them on the counter.
<< I served the client so yeah, just wait until others arrive. >> He smiled and got out of the place. I sighed and turned around to look at the client who was also glaring at me while drinking his coffee.
I slightly opened my mouth and started panicking.
<< Why did you start coming here all of a sudden? >> I asked starting to make myself a coffee.
He just shrugged his shoulders and looked away. I shook my head and sat on the chair hoping he would've gone soon.
Yeah, sure. While other people came to buy their coffee or food he just stayed there using his phone and drinking his coffee. He also ordered a piece of cake but didn't say much fortunately.
22:45. Only 15 minutes more. But seriously, who would stay like 5 hours in a coffee shop?
<< We're closing in 15 minutes. Just saying. >>
<< Taehyung? >> I felt so weird hearing him pronounce my name. Angry, sad, all kind of feelings.
2 years ago
<< Oh, Taehyung! I'm so sad highschool is ending. We only have a week left.>> He pouted looking down at me. I was just laying on the floor and crying with my hands on my hurting stomach. << Such a pity. >>
He kicked me one more time and lowered himself to my level. He caressed my cheek and chuckled. << I'm kinda sad I'm not going to see your fucking face anymore. I'll have to find someone new in college. >> He sighed. << But who will be so keen on being beaten up by me? >>
There was no one in the changing room but yeah, even if there was someone, he still wouldn't have helped me.
Then he got closer to my ear . << Just remember Tae Tae, nobody likes you. You're no one on this world, okay? >> He laughed << Just kill youself. >> He suddenly got up just to kick me one more time and leave me there on the cold floor.
Well. At least he wasn't that aggressive this time.
I suddenly came back to reality when I felt his hand grabbing my arm and saying my name again. I quickly pulled away and shook my head.
<< What the fuck do you want from me? You want to beat me up again, yeah? Well, no. >> I took Jungkook by the collar of his shirt and coldly looked him in the eyes. << I'm not scared of you Jungkook and I'm not keen on being beaten up by you anymore. >> I laughed while pushing the younger.
<< Taehyung I'm sorry, really. I didn't know what I was- >>
<< You didn't know what you were doing? Are you serious? >> I got closer to him ready to yet again say something but got stopped by his lips being connected with mine. Tears started falling down my cheeks while I kissed him back.
I didn't know why I did that but at the moment it just felt right.
After a while I pushed him away from me again and looked up trying to think about what to say or even think.
<< Taehyung I didn't want you to suffer. I was young and stupid and I fucking liked you but was too scared to admit that. I was too fucking scared to admit myself that I was in love with a boy so I just did everything to made it look like I hated you. >> I saw him crying and looking down.
I just took the keys of the bar and put on the jacket ready to go.
<< Taehyung please forgive me. Let's just start everything again. Please. >> We got out of the café and he cupped my face with his cold hands while looking me in the eyes. I grabbed him by the neck and got him closer to erase the distance between our lips. After a slow kiss I turned away because I couldn't look him in the eyes.
<< I loved you too. But the world was so cruel that it turned out that the boy I loved was the one that pushed me to try to fucking kill myself. >> I started sobbing while recalling that moment when my childhood friend Yoongi came just in time to save me from jumping from a cliff thereby ending all the suffering.
I got on my knees and looked at the floor. << I remember how my grandma used to say that highschool was going to be the best years of my life. Then why Jungkook did you have to turn them into the worst ones? Why? >>
The younger walked in front of me and also got on his knees pulling my hands away from my face and looked me in the eyes.
It was so dark already so no one was passing by. There were just me and Jungkook. Alone. Like that one time.
<< I still remember how you got close to me and told me I should kill myself. >> I said while looking down << I was probably really weak then because the next week I tried to do exactly what you told me to. >> I chuckled and looked at Jungkook who seemed devastated.
<< I'd gladly accept to just start again and be friends and maybe even more but how could I? How could I if everytime I look at you scenes from that horrible period of my life appear in my head? >> I shook my head and got up. << I accept your apology Jungkook but- >> I sighed while wiping my tears. << This is all too much for me. >>
I lightly smiled and turned around.
Did I make the best decision? Or should have I really accepted Jungkook's apology, forget about the past and be with him?
Well, I just stopped thinking about it and realised it probably was too late to change my mind.
But the question now is : is it really too late?
THE END
___________________
Okay so I know how in the previous chapter I said that I easyly get bored of fanfictions I write...BUT I was thinking that this here would be suuuuuch a good ff
I mean, I think so at least
⚠️Comment if you'd like to see this whole story in a full book (fanfiction) [ If you want me to write a story about this ‚cause I'm not sure and it'd be a motivstion seeing that you'd read it ]⚠️
Yeahhhh so bye
♡ Forgiven but not forgotten ♡
Start from the beginning
