your experiences

8,heartbreaking

It's been a week since I left shawn and I miss him so much, I made the project ready and gave it to teacher well we were the first group who hand over the project yay and we got the best mark ...all the class has find out about what has happened to shawn and they all went to hospital and visit him ,I will go to visit him today,I bought a  beautiful 💐 bouquet for him with red roses and some chocolate
My mom take me there and said that she will come to take me back at 8 pm so I have so much time to spend with him I'm damn happy
I was in hospital lobby and walking to shawn's room,when I get there I saw that the door was a little bit open I was about to open it all but I saw a blonde girl who was talking to shawn and suddenly got up and go near to shawn it was like she was hug him and kiss him I opened the door completely...it was claire!
They both turn their faces to door
I threw the flowers on ground and left while I was tear up. ..a sound come up after me..it was shawn
Shawn:sara plz you get it wrong please let me explain
I still walking and make it faster
And said:I saw what I should saw I don't want talk to you anymore
Shawn was still calling me then his voice disappear I look back and saw shawn who had fallen on ground faint and bleeding all of his shirt was bloody I scream and call for nurse, they come and took shawn away to his room ,after 30 min nurse come out and said his wound got open that was why he bleed doctor did new stichies also she said that she inject him soporific so he is asleep now..i decided to stay and let him explain. it was almost 12 pm and he was still asleep so I decided to go out and eat lunch...after lunch I went to hospital Caffè and order a coffee for myself I was waiting then someone tap on my shoulder I turned back and saw claire!
Claire:can we talk please?Me:about what?claire :about what u saw!plz sit I want to explain it to you !
I sit on a chair next to her and said:so tell me!
Claire :it was all misunderstanding sara we didn't kiss I was just make his pillow softer cuz it made pressure to his flank
Me:why I should believe that!
Claire:sara me and shawn are each other best friend from when we were only 6 yr old,he never loved any girl and never talk about it but today the only thing he was talking about was you only you
Me:Really? Or you are faking
Claire:I swear,he was saying he miss you so much
Me:ok think I believe what you said
Claire :u can don't believe it,you will just loss him for nothing
Me:I believe you but I have talk to him and he is asleep now
Claire : plz stay here for 2 day the only thing he ask is you ,when you comeback I will help you in your studys just stay with him
Me:ok
Claire left and I go back to shawn it was 1:39 pm and he was still a sleep ,I decided to stay there for another day so I call mom and told her ,I got really tired so I tell myself why not go around till he wake up ...I was about go then shawn hold my hand I turn back got a smirked on face and said:so you r strong but always faint
Shawn :yes I am but I'm the weakest boy when it come to you
Me:Awwww my sweat boy
Shawn :so claire told you everything that she was making my pillow. ...
Me:yeah and I decided to stay here till tomorrow
I was still talking then Karen come into room
Karen :hey sara how are you dear?
Me:fine thnx
Karen: can u plz stay here tonight I have go back and change dresses it's been 2 day
I wink at Shawn and said :yes of course
Karen:I'm truly thankful from you I will be here tomorrow early In morning
Me:welcome it's nothing I do anything for my friend
Then Karen left....