Sounds Like A Cliché But Heartbreak

Love Rant

There were things about you that I loved,but now I must make myself hate.
I need to stop loving you,
Why is it so hard to stop?
You ruined me, you lied to me,cheated on me.
But I still hold on to the chance that what you did wasn't real. I didn't see you with her.
I still hold on to the idea that none of this happened that I'm stuck in this dream.
This dream no Nightmare

This nightmare where the person I thought loved me,looked me directly in the eyes and lied.
Lies lies lies
That's what you're full of not compassion,trust,or anything good.
When we first met I thought you were the coolest person ever
Now I want to scream and cry at that sound of your name
They say you never forget your first love well that's the only thing I want.