Coughing Fits [Shoto Todoroki]

What is this ? Happiness? Nah

A anxious feeling in every step I took, my eyes darting everywhere not being able to focus on anything , and yet I repeated the same word in my head, focus

I dragged my feet a bit longer before I stood infront of the wooden door with golden decorations , I gave a heavy breath, I should turn around, I really should

Come on , just fucking do it

I pulled the door knob and saw my classroom , white marble floor polished, wooden tables and a row of shiny windows that let the sunshine peek in and illuminate the room

I gave out a shallow breath as I felt there eyes stare upon me , the room went silence for a second, I gave a weary smile

Hello high school

Okay breathe , I told myself as I drew dangerously near to the girls seated close to my desk

I almost thanked god that nothing had happened to me and that maybe it would be a good, because a good day starts with a good morning
But then again like always, I spoke to soon

I felt my self lose sudden balance and something knocking me off my feet , someone had put there foot in my way

A gush of wind , the floor pulled out under my feet , and a hard impact making my face smack against the hard floor

I hiss through my teeth , that's going to bruise

I felt a aching on my chin, on my cheek ,not to mention my hands but overall my knee started to send jolts of pain up my back

"Oh my God is the floor okay?" I heard a sarcastic comment , " Hurry get up you're ruining the floor " I grabbed a desk leg and started to pull myself up

I gulped thickly , my knee was bleeding and seem to pulse like my heart every second

It's only a scratch , I can take it

" so you came " no please no , why? God as if waking up today wasn't bad enough already ,I didn't even look up, I knew who it was "I thought I told you to kill yourself " I heard a smooth voice talk

the most popular, richest, prettiest girl in the fucking school, probably in the world

" look at me when I'm talking " she demanded,   , almost shrinking in my seat ,I raised my head to her eye level

She clicks her tongue annoyed by my existence " you make this harder for us than for you, it's like you enjoyed being pushed around , do you liked being pushed around?" She placed her hand on my desk " why didn't you just kill yourself?"

"I tried " I muttered ,my breath rattled in my throat , no no don't cry

" clearly,you didn't try hard enough " I nod agreeing with her , any more words and my voice is sure to crack like glass

"Good morning class" my mind shifted to The teacher Bragging in through the door " i guess everbody is her- oh god " His eyes suddenly jumped "Is that blood?"

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God I'm running late, the nurse surely does take her sweet as time when she hates you

I puff my cheeks with air as I run down the the now eerily empty halls of my school

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Todoroki: I'll pass for you at your school

:no, it's fine we'll meet somewhere

Todoroki: it's a five minute walk from my school to yours

: I swear it's fine , wouldn't want to be a burden