Not Creepy, Just.. Different

No One Understands

No one seems to understand,

The inevitable fate I have planned.

No one has told me I need to hide,

Since no one knows I died inside.

No one will tell me not to cry,

Because no one sees that I want to die.

But no matter how hard I try,

I cant bring myself to say goodbye.

I cant just leave the ones I love;

Those on earth, below, or above.

I cant condemn them to this pain,

I dont want my blood to stain.

I could never bring myself to ruin their lives,

Just because of my craving for knives.

Even though I hate the world,

and want to join the underworld,

Ill never make those I love disband,

Just because no one understands.