say it again ... please?

Chapter 26 - *i don't want to fall*

"Kade tara kuha tayo foods, nagugutom na ko" panong hindi ako magugutom kailangan mong tumayo sa entrance at ngitian ng ngitian lahat ng bisita daig ko pa artista.

Tumayo lang sya at nagsimula nang maglakad papunta sa mga pagkaen ang tahimik na naman ni Ren nakabuntot lang ako sakanya hanggang sa makabalik kame sa table namen nagsisikainan na din sila.

Nagsimula na din yung party madame ding nagsalita para sa parents ko at syempre ako yung last pero may surprise pako para sakanila.

Alam ko kaseng magugustuhan ng parents ko to matagal na din nila akong kinukulit kumanta at mag piano at gusto ko ding kantahin tong kantang to para kay Ren.

Naupo na ko sa tapat ng piano and started playing it may accompanion naman akong violin.

I know that i'm no longer

considered young

but with this feeling it's like

teenage just began.

Kapag kasama ko si Ren parang first crush ang nararamdaman ko, first holding hands na parang nasa heaven, first hug na halos matumba na ko sa kinatatayuan ko, first kiss na halos sumabog ang puso ko.

I've gone throuh tough times

and i can say that i have grown

so i should be able to control what's going on.

Nakaramdam na din akong maging broken hearted pinangako ko sa sarili ko hindi na ko uulit pero ano tong nararamdaman ko hindi ko mapigilan.

But no, this was not my intention

oh no, just erase this

connection cause i,

i don't want to fall for you.

Hindi ko inaasahan pero ayoko ayokong mahulog sayo alam ko naman hindi tayo pde.

Im scared that you just might

fall for me too.

I don't want to feel for you

im scared that you just might fall for me too.

Minsan pakiramdam ko nahuhulog ka na din saken pano bang pigilan to?

Feel for me too. . . Ooooh.

Paano?

You try too hard to hide

the spark in your eyes

and i ignore it even if it excites me deep inside.

Gustong-gusto kitang angkinin Ren kung alam mo lang bakit kase nauna sya.

Cause im strong and i

know it's wrong

and to each other we

simply don't belong.

Alam kong mali, alam kong hindi tayo pde, alam kong may nagaantay sayo pero pde bang umasa ako.

So i should be able to control

what's going on.