You were the reason why I wrote songs.
You were the reason why I felt lost.
You were the reason why I did all those wrongs.
You were the reason why I felt hate the most.
You were the reason why I smiled.
You were the reason why I died inside.
You were the reason why I cried.
You were the reason why I felt all those things I couldn't hide.
As these tenses recast like a blur,
All my "are's" quickly changed to "were" like it didn't occur.
These feelings that swept the vivid ideations
Fill my head with these imaginations.
Back to the time when your mere arms were home
A simple word could vanish a storm.
Inside my head lies an image of you
The image of us which is no longer true
Cold nights harshly shivers my spine
Torturing myself repeatedly, you're no longer mine
Even so, maybe I was mistaken
Because by another, your heart was still taken
Still, forever, you will always be
My first, my love, that was never meant for me.
