[10.12.2017]
And now i'm laying on my floor and everything feels so heavy. I try to stand up but i'm to weak.
I cry.
No one can help me.
I want to talk to someone, but what should I say?
I can't explain what I feel or what I don't feel.
How can you explain someone that you are to weak to do the smallest things like cleaning your room or shower.
Bc that's what depression do.
There is this heavy feeling on my shoulder and it doesn't leave me.
Yeah, sometimes it gets easier for me but in days like this It's impossible for me to stand up.
And all I can do is write these lines, laying on my floor, crying and trying to survive this day.
DU LIEST GERADE
Overthinking
PoetryOverthinking can ruin you. It confuses the situation, Twist things around, Forces you to worry And often makes Everything seem Much worse than It actually is. -marcandangel (To my friends who know my in reallife, please don't read it, Lul)
