Im scared nervous and i have a lot of anxitey. The anxiety is probably the worst bit. I didn't know why we couldn't have just stayed in Atlanta, it's way better than seattle. My dad made my mom and i move here because he got thus really good job offer that pays good. We haven't been so well with money since my mom lost her job and became ill. I wonder why they are even still together. It feels as if they holding on just for me, so i dont have to go through the pain of divorced parents. Little do they know it hurts even more. I get flashbacks now and then of the happy times, when we would all go for a vacation and there would be smiles amd laughter. But now it feels like i constantly hear arguing about bills and money. I pretened i dont hear them and i try to act innocent as though i don't know what is going on. Maybe a part of me thinks if i do this it'll go back to the way it used to be. I can only dream though.
