A/N: this I something I wrote for my dad, and my stepmom Stephanie
When I would sit in front of the window waiting for you when you would've show up
When you wouldn't show up to those Tuesday nights for bowling
When we had "The Talk" around this time of year
When I would cry myself to sleep
When I still do that
When you would tell me not to worry
When I would stand in front of the garage door, because that's as close as I got to the fire on the other side of the door...
When I would cry for you
When I made my mom promise things that weren't reality
When you told me that I should just be a kid
When you said nothing
When you said everything
When the only thing stolen was your passport
When you would't lie but hide
When you couldn't say but said everything
When you blamed
When my mom would say it not my fault
When you told me to "get over it" and my mom told me the opposite
When you went for drive and Stephanie told me it's because I lie and it's because I cheat my way in
When I told you every time that "I just want you to be happy" but never said it to me
When you said that I live in an expensive lifestyle, but that's not what I need
When I dress the way you don't like
When I listen to music that you might not like
When I say I like the stuff we listen too...in front of the people that hate it
When you would imply that I was most popular at school, when people tell me to kill my self
When I'm supposed to forget about you and forget what happened like it's a snowflake melting in my hand
When Stephanie says that I should be thankful, but for what? I didn't ask for the house, or the pool, for that Man Cave, a white room, a silicone house
When you get mad at me for reading this
JE LEEST
Close Your Eyes
PoëzieBasically how I feel through poetry. There will be a lot you might not understand so I'll try to give good backroad before every chapter. Hope someone will like this stuff besides my school votes.
