Beautiful~ Pentagon Yuto Fanfiction

#20

•Yuto's POV•

I never imagined that I could get mad at an old lady. But this was too much. How could she do this to seunghee?
I found her standing by a tree, so I left seunghee to go talk to her.
- why didn't you just tell us he was dead?
I asked her.
- you didn't ask? And I figured you knew.
She said, and laughed.
- how.. how did he die?
I asked her.
Seunghee was still sitting by the grave, so she wouldn't hear us.

- it was a suicide. He came back from the hospital maybe two weeks ago after his head injury. And about a week ago he hung himself.
She answered.
So it wasn't Seunghee's fault after all?
I had to tell her.
But when I turned around to look for her, she was gone.
- oh right. She left when you walked over to me.
The old lady said.
Oh no.
I had to find her. Because she was in bad shape... what if she would do something to herself..?
No, I couldn't think like that.
- what way did she go?
I asked the old lady.
- that way.
She said, and pointed to where there was a lot of buildings.
I was about to leave when the old lady stopped me by pulling my hand.
- one more thing.
She said.
- what is it?
I asked her.
- I've waited a long time to meet my grand daughter. I have to say I'm disappointed. She has the same crazy eyes as her mother.
She said, and laughed.

I just left her there, and went in the direction of where seunghee had went.
My bad thought told me to check the closest rooftops.
Because I remember what seunghee told me once.
When someone kills another, they should pay for it with their lives.
And it worried me so much now.

•Seunghee's POV•

I didn't know where I was going. I just let my body choose the way. And suddenly I found myself in a hotel lobby.
Go to the roof top.
A voice in my head said, so I did.
When I finally arrived there, I knew what would happen.
-Im so scared...
I whispered to myself.

I went to the edge, looking down. It was a long way down.
At least I wouldn't feel pain. I would disappear in a second.
It was more than I deserved.
I deserved to suffer, but I couldn't. I was so scared of being in pain again. Like the time I got shot.
- I'm a coward..

I I turned around, and stood as close as I could to the edge.
I closed my eyes.

Suddenly someone called my name.
Yuto...
how did he find me?
He shouldn't be here. I didn't want him to see me die..
- please don't do this to me...
He said, as he was walking closer.

•Yuto's POV•

- don't come any closer...
She said, and I stopped.
- just let me tell you something...
I asked her.
- nothing you say will make it better...
She said, and I could see she was crying now.
My heart had never hurt so bad.
She could be gone in a second, if I couldn't convince her to not do it.
I doubted myself.
I wasn't good at these things.

- just give me a chance..
I asked her, my voice cracking.
- say it quickly... I can't take this much longer..
She said.

I had to tell the truth about her brother. And I had to tell her how much I loved her. Because I never really told her all the things I had imagined in my head. What I wished for our future, and how much it hurt when I couldn't be with her because of Hui.

- you didn't kill him.
I told her.
- don't lie. I know what I did.
She said.
- he killed himself.
I said.
- no... it's not true.. you're just trying to trick me...
she said.
I tried to walk closer to her. Maybe I could pull her away from the edge.
- don't come any closer, I swear to god I'll jump!!
She yelled, so I stopped.
- do you think your brother would want you to do this? He wouldn't want you to kill yourself as well..
I said.

- shut up... I'll kick you in the mouth!
She said.
Maybe I went to far... but I didn't know what else to say.
- go ahead. I'm right here.
I told her.
Maybe I could make her so angry that she would come and hit me. At least I could get her away from the edge.
- stop trying to trick me.
She said.
- you don't know how much I'm hurting. Maybe I didn't kill him. I'm not sure anymore. But I finally dare to end it all. I've wanted this for many years...
She said trough her tears.
She even held her hand over her heart, like it was physically hurting.

If she jumped... I would probably jump too.

- what about me?
I said.
- you don't think I've been hurting too? I loved you from the start, even if I didn't know it at first. And it was horrible to see you with Hui. And when I finally dared to tell you, you avoided me for a month. I know it was my own fault. But I missed you so much I felt like I was crazy..

I said, and I cried so much.
- if you do this... I'll never have love in my life again. I won't have anyone to marry, have a family with... spend the rest of my life with.. don't do this..

I had tried my best now.

- I don't want to die... I don't want to die..
seunghee said, and fell down to the floor, away from the edge.
- oh my god... I'm so sorry...
She said, and she was crying so bad that she couldn't breathe properly.
I quickly got down on the ground too, and held her.
- I'm so sorry..
She kept saying over and over.
- it's ok.. I got you..
I said, and kept holding her as she cried onto my neck.
I would never let her go now.

We sat on that rooftop, and it felt like hours. But I didn't mind. I knew she wouldn't try to do it again. Because I was the reason she wanted to live now. I was sure of it.

Suddenly she started laughing.
- what is it?
I asked her.
- you look so ugly when you cry.

AN: I wrote a short bonus chapter as well. But this is the end. I hope I didn't disappoint you.