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Colette,
How can you say that? How can you call these goals 'small'? It's so fucking hard, Colette. Sometimes I just feel like ripping all of these notes so that I don't have to read them. Or better yet, burn them. I tried to rip the last one, I'm sorry, but I just couldn't. I felt like if I ripped even just one of these notes, I'd be losing our last connection with each other, even if it's only one-sided. By the way, I followed your last note. I finally showed up for band practice, which you knew was a miracle even if I was happy. It was okay, but I felt like the other guys looked at me like I belonged in a mental hospital. To be honest, band practice just made everything worse but at least Michael, you know, the one with the hair?, well, he didn't ask any questions or said anything about you so he made it a bit less bad.
- Calum
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ephemerality ✖ calum hood [au]
Fanfictionshe knew that their relationship would be an ephemerality. just like her life. copyright twenty fourteen ✖mikexrowave (old user) y'all i was literally eleven when i wrote this pls don't come for me xoxo laur (7 yrs later)
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