It's funny what one would just to feel loved. Just to feel like they're not alone.
The pain of realizing that someone isn't nowhere close to who you thought they were.
The bullshit you put up with because as much as that person hurts you it would hurt you even more to let them go or the thought of not having someone to turn to fulfill your needs emotionally, physically or sexually scares the living day light out of you.
Funny how you can be pissed off, livid, broken hearted because of something you found out that person did.
And you swear to yourself that your done But when they appear you go running back and sweep your feelings under the carpet They look you their eyes staring into you and ask if your fine.
Like if their daring you to say something But you bite your tongue and force a smile and manage to say "I'm fine".
And they hug you and act like if they've never done anything wrong.
Then your start to think about water and juice.
And realize that your like water to them and the other person is juice. As much as they can't survive without water they still turn to juice to fix a craving .
But when the realize they realize juice isn't benefiting them they turn back to what they know will always be there water.
But you don't mind because you welcome them with open arms and let them suck the life out of you while a fake smile is plastered across your face like if it was stuck there with super glue.
Relationships are like a scale.... You need to find the right balance It must be a 50/50 agreement or a you meet me halfway understanding.
Not one person being a landfill for the others toxic energy.
Not one person knowing how much they mean to someone who is who is insecure, valuernable and afraid to be alone that they abuse that power.
Not one person drinking all different types of juices just because they know water will always be there and never go anywhere.
