I woke up.
I don't remember.
I know something has happened.
I use to be able to remember my dreams. However, not anymore. When I wake up it's gone, it's gone somewhere far, somewhere where I can't reach.
I used to have a girlfriend.
Where's she now?
Did she disappear?
Was it all just a dream?
I don't know. I can't differ dreams from reality anymore. Reality and dreams merge into one.
Did I just wake up and eat my breakfast, or did I just jump from the window?
Or maybe both.
I know one thing, though.
I am still alive.
At least that's what my pulse says.
If it's real.
I go to school, Western High in Arcadia Bay.
I don't have friends, or if having friends actually means to have people copy my homework.
Anyway, I think there still are people on this planet which don't just want your books.
Lucy, a friend of mine.
She's practically a star of the class, always gets the good grades and has the best report card... Which she doesn't care about.
I love being her companion, she's fun to have around.
I wonder why she doesn't have any friends.
Martin, a practical guy.
Has a lot of flaws but gets along with almost everyone. I don't remember a day where I haven't talked to him.
He likes making fun of me and Lucy.
His jokes never get old.
He doesn't have the best grades, but I think his personality greatly balances his grades.
Did you expect anyone else?
No, there's no one else.
If I had to say, I don't wish to have more friends.
The more friends you have, the higher is a chance of betrayal.
Do you want a person you made your friend just run away and leave no message behind?
Would you be angry, sad, or perhaps, mad at him; her?
I wonder if she was- is real.
Did she really disappear or did she run away?
I can't seem to find the right answer.
She vanished.
