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"Dan I need to record today"~

"Mm no..  Your neck just tastes good" He says as he sucks and nibbles on your flesh

-+- Four Months later -+-
Y/N's POV
You were scrolling threw the comments your  hand supporting your head and your computer on your desk.  Daniel knows your getting hate..  But he doesn't care. We aren't even dating.. The thought of him not caring hurts..

Phankid89338: Jesus they make an ugly couple
-susan howell- Replied  "their not a couple and leave y/n alone"

You smile at the fact some fans are nice,  you heart her comment and keep scrolling.

But this comment got your attention
"Y/n is probably the reason Dan and Phil split up,  what a dumb bitch"
You frown at that thought.. 
-kaiden replied- "yea tru"
-lizzy replied- '"yah I miss them together,  now we have stupid y/n instead of Phil"

A tear sheds from your eye.  You quickly close your laptop and get up flopping on your bed. 

You start crying and all these thoughts pop up in your head

You are the reason why they split
Your worthless
Your so ugly
No one likes you
Who would like you
Daniel is probably using you

You sob louder, thank god Daniel isn't here..  So he doesn't see me like this,

Your computer starts making a ringing noise "Skype.. " You say..  You get up and lay back down, you open it your heart beats faster..  It Phil you accept and he waves at you,  "h-eeyy..  What's wrong? Y/n? Did Daniel hurt you!?" He says with an angry look. 

"N-no!  It's..  Just all the videos I'm doing with him have been getting hate, and people have been blaming me for you guys splitting" You say looking down frowning as a tear sheds

"Daniel hasn't done anything about it?" He says sipping his coffee "he doesn't care" You simply say. He stops and his eyes widen, " Hey this sounds crazy, but y/n pack your bags" He says as he smiles

"W-wha.." You say looking up "you aren't happy,  and I want to make you happy" He says blushing "I-i don't know phil" You say biting your lip before he spoke you interrupt him, "he had a dream of me leaving him for you.. He cried in my chest.. " You say in guilt

"Y/n.. Is dan there with you in the flat? " He says worriedly..  "N-no why? " "Where do you think he is? " He says with a serious face "i-i don't know!" "He" Phil sighs "he's having fun with cat" "What?  How do you know?" "Cat told me,  don't believe me call Dan" "Ok then.. "

You get your phone and dial Daniels number,  it rings and he hangs up.  You frown at the thought.  "Look" he says  as he gets his phone

You hear him dial digits "who are you calling?" You say puting down your phone "cat" He says as he puts her on speaker.  You go quiet as cat picks up

"Hey!  What's up Phil?" "Quick question,  it's random but.. Who are you with right now" He says looking at me.  "Uhh dan?.. "

He hangs up "you didint even say bye" You say a tear going down your cheek

"Please y/n don't cry pack up, and leave me on skype and I'll clean up for you ok?"  "O-okay you slay slightly sobbing"

-+-

I was Done Packing I look back and the computer seeing Phil sweeping "Phil I'm going over now k?  So I'm gonna hang up" You say holding the laptop   "ok,  see you then"    You grab your stuff and you start thinking again

Maybe Phil will actually love you
What if Dan's hurt?
He doesn't care what am I saying?..

You snap out of it  and get your suit case and back pack. You called a taxi 5 minutes ago and their here as soon as you came out

You open the trunk and place your suit case in and close it.  You open the door and you see Dan looking at you with cat,  you pretend as if you don't see him.  He called your name.  You ignore it. You go on your Twitter

"If People Didn't Care,  You're not the one who should be sorry"

You smile and your filled with happiness and excitement.  30 minutes later the taxi stops you look at him and give him $12.50 and a tip of $5 "thanks love" "No problem" You get out open the trunk and get your suit case

You look at the building.  It's pretty modern,  it's pretty nice.  You see Phil running towards you.  "Y/n! Your here! " He says hugging me "yeah!  I am " He grabs your suit case and starts walking with you "what a gentleman" You say sarcastically

He blushes

After you guys Arrive at his door and he opens it.  It's nice and all white. "I'll go put your suitcase in my room" He says smiling "alright"  Your phone rings..

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